before the endless unforgiving torture of reality, there was beyblades.

I used to do some fun trading in the beyblade black market when I was 5 and a half years old.

there was so many good trades and the business was booming.

but now that joy is gone.

I always have this look of disappointment and misery

this was my first store bought beyblade

Late 2017 was when I got this, I was a very happy boy when I got it for my birthday but so many years passed and I wished I knew what the world was going to be before the 2020's.

Lockdowns, Isolation, and the inevitable being that grows the more hollow and miserable I am.

less and less people got interested, and so did I (at age 10), I thought people also had beyblades that they can trade for and start a new trading business in a new place. but. it never felt the same. it never was the same as it used to.

eventually. beyblades were no longer known and was an object of the last good years on this earth before the 2020's decade.

there will never be a good year.

there will never be a happy day.

there will never be anything left to recover that lost happiness.

so why even exist.

no year will save this decade and were all going to be stuck in this godforsaken time-loop over and over and over again.