<![CDATA[it hurts.]]>it hurts that i'll never have that kind of relationship with him again.
it hurts because he's so much happier with his own friends.
it hurts that i'll never fit in with them, despite being welcomed.
it hurts that he has that and i don't.
it hurts that he has people he trusts and talks to them about his interests because they're shared, and i don't.
it hurts that he prefers them over me, and i know that.
it hurts that he'll never trust me again.
it hurts that i'll never know how he truly feels.
it hurts.

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/16467/it-hurts.RSS for NodeSat, 02 May 2026 15:23:03 GMTFri, 20 Feb 2026 20:00:38 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to it hurts. on Fri, 20 Feb 2026 20:02:32 GMT]]>@KiwiFarmsArkavel theres no point, thats just the basic long and short of it. nothing specific happened. i just needed to get it off my chest.
but i really appreciate the concern. thank you.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/186204https://browsedns.net/post/186204Fri, 20 Feb 2026 20:02:32 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to it hurts. on Fri, 20 Feb 2026 20:01:34 GMT]]>@TheToast said in it hurts.:

it hurts that i'll never have that kind of relationship with him again.
it hurts because he's so much happier with his own friends.
it hurts that i'll never fit in with them, despite being welcomed.
it hurts that he has that and i don't.
it hurts that he has people he trusts and talks to them about his interests because they're shared, and i don't.
it hurts that he prefers them over me, and i know that.
it hurts that he'll never trust me again.
it hurts that i'll never know how he truly feels.
it hurts.

please tell me what happened in DM's I wanna make sure your ok

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