<![CDATA[vent..]]>before i vent, i just wanna put a disclaimer: this is not directed or caused by anyone. this is my life... how i feel no matter a person in or out..

i ngl sometimes am scared.. im scared of the future..im scared i wont leave foster care.. im scared im a pain to people.. a thousand thoughts run through my head everyday.. and i reflect on those here, and gone.. do ppl care ab me bec im me? or because they are worried... sometmes i think rash decisions.. ghosting everyone and making new accounts.. become a new person.. because i dont wanna hurt.. someone please just realise... im scared... im horribly scared... im not tough, im weak.. my muscles werent to fight, they were my fear...

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/18107/vent..RSS for NodeTue, 16 Jun 2026 20:22:10 GMTFri, 22 May 2026 02:59:37 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Sat, 23 May 2026 09:27:06 GMT]]>cant sleep.. too many toughts... staying up..

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/207097https://browsedns.net/post/207097Sat, 23 May 2026 09:27:06 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 23:44:57 GMT]]>i just found out how i lost sm weight.. went from 280 1 yr ago to 198 now... ig i starve myself? i never knew.. my cal intake is lower than my reccomeded for my age... so i been making my body like.. fight to stay alive.. im tryingto eat moere but its hard.. for ref (im m17 and rec is 1800-2000- i eat around 1500 and smetimes 1350 - 1400 any tips for eating more calories? i need some help wth foods that cn help-)

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206999https://browsedns.net/post/206999Fri, 22 May 2026 23:44:57 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 08:19:58 GMT]]>im better-ish now.. but still a bit sad... no matter how happy i am sometimes, it ends so fast when i remember... its like.. it all fades in a second.. thats when i realised... ill live like this forever..

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206750https://browsedns.net/post/206750Fri, 22 May 2026 08:19:58 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:16:57 GMT]]>ill uh.. continue my vent when im not so down....

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206711https://browsedns.net/post/206711Fri, 22 May 2026 03:16:57 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:10:43 GMT]]>Just Daily Life I find a few thing that make me happy like music and things to laugh and drawing

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206709https://browsedns.net/post/206709Fri, 22 May 2026 03:10:43 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:08:31 GMT]]>@Bakura im sorry you went thru that, feel free to msg me if you needa talk. :) you're a good friend ngl. and if you can be kept safe. id ngl help, i would never want any of my frinds to be unsafe or hurt ..

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206708https://browsedns.net/post/206708Fri, 22 May 2026 03:08:31 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:07:13 GMT]]>@Bakura You can always come to me if you need to talk about anything. I'm almost always online during the week.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206707https://browsedns.net/post/206707Fri, 22 May 2026 03:07:13 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:05:58 GMT]]>Not Lying, I Am Abused A Lot And My Real Dad did disgusting things to me when I was four he mostly plays video while my mom cleans, so my mom put me in a new house with a step dad bit he got issues like short temper so he mostly hurts me. And when I was five at school I got a girl older than me took my necklace that my mom gave me and gave me a black eye and a big bump on my head, and I never managed to get friends not even online, and sometimes I just look at myself and question Why am I here when I can just disappear.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206706https://browsedns.net/post/206706Fri, 22 May 2026 03:05:58 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:02:59 GMT]]>@Nonbinary_wolf thank you...

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206705https://browsedns.net/post/206705Fri, 22 May 2026 03:02:59 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:02:03 GMT]]>@sighniu I'm here, I understand, I won't leave, I like the real you. The funny and caring person who I'm able to see every time we talk. You don't have to be strong all the time, and you will make it out. Keep going, if not for yourself, than for me and the others that care about you.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/206704https://browsedns.net/post/206704Fri, 22 May 2026 03:02:03 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to vent.. on Fri, 22 May 2026 03:01:43 GMT]]>i literally look at life, i look at green trees, i look at beautidul things... but to me in the moment.. its all grey.. it feels... fake...

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