i crave care
thats why i do it
i want someone to hold me in their arms and say genuine things
i want to be told "i love you" when they mean it
i want to be told everythings going to be alright
i have to give myself that
on the cold bathroom floor
the rag getting bloodier by the second
telling myself "its okay halo"
words of encouragement only i can stomach to say to myself
this body ive mutilated to give myself love
i cry wishing i was the girl who could just exist and get care
the bathroom floor is tne only embrace i get
my sin is horrendous and i am ashamed.
no one will love me, no one ever has
i will care for myself till someone else even fakes it

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/20867/careRSS for NodeMon, 24 Aug 2026 04:54:56 GMTFri, 07 Aug 2026 13:34:02 GMT60You’ll be cared for too. We’ll make sure of that. You’re not alone, we love you. Truly. You might not believe me, but it’s okay. Just know people DO love and care for you, some more than anyone else.

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