<![CDATA[I only fell in love once in my life]]>I only had one partner that I genuinely feel for once
and I dated over 4 people
and after that I have had crushes on the worst people that I could have a crush on
one of them(kinda over him..../that's a half lie) had a crush on this girl for over 3 years and I am sure he is not over her but HOPEFULLY I can make him like me/delusional/I am pretty sure I am not his type lol
and the other one (I am over him) he has a crush ON ONE OF MY EXES THE ONE I FELL I LOVE WITH (I am cool with that BUT UGAHGS YK? and tbh Idc but its kinda crazy) and his other friend and idk I have complicated feelings about it bc what if the end up together with my ex? would that mean that even though he is aroace(this is the reason why he broke up with me)(ik its little to n atraction AND I AM AROACE TOO) it bothers me if he end up with somebody else and having genuine romantic feelings for them
even now I have a hard time coming to terms with the fact I am AROACE because that means it will be twice as hard for me to find the one again and that just urks me
I want to have a romantic life partner long term and I would like it if we last after highschool too...
I hate being aroace because that means I cant learn to be in love like others and a rare feeling and I have to wait for the "right person to come"

LOWK THIS WAS JUST A RANDOM RANT LOL

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/21795/i-only-fell-in-love-once-in-my-lifeRSS for NodeThu, 17 Sep 2026 16:52:47 GMTSun, 23 Aug 2026 04:42:08 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to I only fell in love once in my life on Sun, 23 Aug 2026 04:44:21 GMT]]>@boomboxXD same i lowk got commitment issues😔

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