<![CDATA[Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda)]]>Sometimes I have days where I genuinely js can't enjoy anything. Like my brain js shuts down my emotional response to things outside of me. It's really annoying. Just a blanket of numbness over my body. I hate it. Today, I've tried to read fanfiction, write fanfiction, message friends, watch a lot of different videos, and listen to music. I felt nothing throughout all of it. Like I already had kind of a sh1t day and you won't even let me unwind and enjoy smth? Honestly what is this

How do I fix this? It's so weird. I think I went into dissociation mode cause my situation was worse today and I guess my system is trying to protect me from stress, but it's over now. Now, I want to be happy and it's not letting me because I can't plug my emotions back in apparently.

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/22143/beat-me-over-the-head-vent-sorta-kindaRSS for NodeMon, 31 Aug 2026 05:40:09 GMTSun, 30 Aug 2026 09:54:54 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda) on Mon, 31 Aug 2026 05:31:25 GMT]]>Hmm

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/247078https://browsedns.net/post/247078Mon, 31 Aug 2026 05:31:25 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda) on Mon, 31 Aug 2026 05:30:53 GMT]]>@Innocent I felt just as numb when I woke up and it persisted throughout today. Thankfully, I started to feel better around nighttime when I got my hands on my switch and am doing okay now. I think it may be js a trauma response, so it won't get any better if I'm still exposing myself to the source, which is why it finally eased off at night.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/247076https://browsedns.net/post/247076Mon, 31 Aug 2026 05:30:53 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda) on Mon, 31 Aug 2026 05:18:06 GMT]]>You could try to lay back and rest, sleeping makes you heavy to use emotion and makes you weary

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/247063https://browsedns.net/post/247063Mon, 31 Aug 2026 05:18:06 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda) on Mon, 31 Aug 2026 04:07:45 GMT]]>@macncheese. Kinda hard to talk more often when the only yourself person you have to talk to is yourself TvT lol

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/247035https://browsedns.net/post/247035Mon, 31 Aug 2026 04:07:45 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda) on Sun, 30 Aug 2026 10:49:29 GMT]]>Try listening to music n talking more often
Prob just a gloomy day
Stuff gets better
Trust!

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