But... Lets be real, if I was ever in a life-threatening , I'd probably be the first one dead. Why? BECAUSE MY IMMEDIATE RESPONSE IS TO FREEZE. And I'll stay still until I can FULLY understand what is happening. There have been times where I have stood still for about 10 MINUTES trying to figure out what the hell just happened.

Like today for example;
I had just gotten out of the shower and was walking past the laundry closet. I had saw the shirts hanging up ahead of time, but I guess my mind take that in quick enough. So, when I actually got to my room and went to go shut my door, I saw those fuckass shirts in the corner of my eyes AND FROZE UP BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE. I stood there for about 3-5 mins, trying to register what the hell that was..

I'D BE DEAD. Like, I think what's more scarier is my immediate response to surrender/freeze rather than the ACTUAL threat.