#1 sh!tty- screaming broke up after saying "the love faded" (bih it did not, you just didnt take the time to care despite me putting in months of care)

#2 graduating in like 7mo because the school told me wrong

#3 depressive episodes are getting worse and im starting to loose sympathy and care for friends

#4 im basically a genuine loner, teachers forget to even call me for attendance.

#5 im the quiet kid, i talk when i have to never any more.

#6 50 damn things on my plate at a time because if im not focusing on something (music, typing wtv) i have panic attacks

#7 the possibility of genuine trauma mental age issues in some areas.

#8 i find comfort in being alone and realise all the factors of life that involves the world being surrounded by a hypocritical higher power heirarchy that rules over the general population. and involve me in their government bs because im a state kid, and state kids are forced to do things or they do it for you in a bad way...

#9 still coping with what a teacher did to me... not talking abt it..

in all, sorry ive been gone. my lifes down the crapper rn and ill try to be on but dont expect much..