Sorry about my grammar. I usually use proper grammar, but sometimes I don't just 'cause I don't feel like it.

I'm sorry it came across that way. I'm not an attention seeker at all. In fact, I'd rather you not pay attention to me. At least irl. It makes me uncomfortable when I'm the center of attention and I try not to draw it to myself unless someone's around me that I'm very comfortable with talking to. I'm an extreme introvert. I suffer from severe social anxiety, though, and I'm not the best with words at all. People usually end up disliking me bcs I'm js bad at interacting with them. What sucks is that I constantly worry if I've accidentally offended someone because that's what my history of being around people has shown me to do. My parents constantly complain about my speech and ability to interact with people. Sometimes I say things because the tension gets to me and I just want the awkwardness to stop. I overthink everything. I'm just overall very timid. I want people to like me, but I'm just really dumb at how to go about that. So, I post things like this occasionally to see what people think about me.

Thank you for your input. I'll try to word things better next time. I hope we can be friends. If you noticed, the first thing I said encouraged people who have negative opinions to share them. I want to learn from those who dislike me so that I can be better. I wouldn't have done that if I was fishing for compliments. It usually annoys me when people won't tell me if they don't like something about me if I ask, because then I won't fix the problem. I'm looking to improve upon myself.

You're awesome