<![CDATA[Is god tryna teach me a lesson?]]>My mental health has been consistent for the past 3 years, even when im in a relationship i focus on it ending even if were happy and how sad and isolated id be, i always feel alone even with my big friend group, I've been crying everyday for like the past week and i barely ever cry unless im really hurt. I've relasped on everything, even c1gerattes which i PROMISED myself i wouldn't do ever again, i always feel down even if i had a good day, I also wonder if my true colors changed since my relationship w my abuser, bc i used to never get mad at anyone and im always mad at my partner, even for no reason at all. Even if were spamming "ily" too eachother i have hatred and anger in me. I only listen to depressing music, even if im laughing and smiling, i think about offing myself every single night. I dont feel loved by my bf unless i expose myself, (which yes im being honest about that to strangers) i keep convincing myself ill never have a future with that boy bc im gonna ruin everything, "Like i always do" I cancelled all my plans, deep cleaned my room, wrote letters, sent some to long distance people (not u yet kiwi) I dont eat anymore, i dont wish me and my ex still worked out, i feel empty, im dead inside and living on the outside, well barely :))

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/22902/is-god-tryna-teach-me-a-lessonRSS for NodeMon, 14 Sep 2026 19:22:26 GMTSun, 13 Sep 2026 16:40:02 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:27:29 GMT]]>sure the hospital can try distance them from the internet, and if they actually go through with it, get sent to the hospital, and put in a psych ward, who knows that once theyre out of here they might go back to their old habits

and if they are being abused who knows they'll spiral and relapse again

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254443https://browsedns.net/post/254443Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:27:29 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:25:50 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA OP has been taken advantage of, relapsed on smoking and other ways of harm, and is venting about it to find comfort because their life is full of shit. they are also thinking about leaving the world as we know it as well due to everything that happened to them
i believe i could be more angry at this than i can

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254442https://browsedns.net/post/254442Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:25:50 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:23:09 GMT]]>@Faust you are way to upset at ts. In my experience if i needed help i can go to the back of the hospital. I said therapy because it can work if you get the right kind. Ether way this is the internet, calm all of your hormones.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254439https://browsedns.net/post/254439Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:23:09 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:17:25 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA no its the fact you bring up therapy when they brought up they already had therapists + therapy doesnt always fix that sinking feeling

the best you can do is give some advice, wish them well, offer to hear them out instead of immediately suggesting therapy
+ they may be a minor so their parents have to get them to HAVE therapy otherwise they cant see a therapist (though OP regarded that they have 5 therapists, however this statement is in general)

stop being insensitive about it and realize what theyre going through

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254435https://browsedns.net/post/254435Mon, 14 Sep 2026 15:17:25 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 14:12:05 GMT]]>@Faust they posted in an online forum about it but no, you right idiot. Im insensitive for trying to help.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254413https://browsedns.net/post/254413Mon, 14 Sep 2026 14:12:05 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:52:22 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA said in Is god tryna teach me a lesson?:

You clearly need it!

you're insensitive

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254409https://browsedns.net/post/254409Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:52:22 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:13:55 GMT]]>Or a seperate person outside the group you can talk to

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254407https://browsedns.net/post/254407Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:13:55 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:13:42 GMT]]>Do you have a few friends within your friend group that you are closer with and can talk to bout stuff?

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254406https://browsedns.net/post/254406Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:13:42 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:08:23 GMT]]>@TheBananaMan Why do you have 5 therapists.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254405https://browsedns.net/post/254405Mon, 14 Sep 2026 13:08:23 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:24:51 GMT]]>@TheBananaMan that's beautiful

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254047https://browsedns.net/post/254047Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:24:51 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:13:01 GMT]]>@Blumenthal I got my lobotomy at Claires๐Ÿ˜Š

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254038https://browsedns.net/post/254038Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:13:01 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:08:46 GMT]]>@Blumenthal ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿคจ

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254034https://browsedns.net/post/254034Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:08:46 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:08:22 GMT]]>A lobotomy is guaranteed to fix your problem if therapy isn't working as intended!

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254032https://browsedns.net/post/254032Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:08:22 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:03:57 GMT]]>MORE THERAPYYYY

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254027https://browsedns.net/post/254027Sun, 13 Sep 2026 17:03:57 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:46:39 GMT]]>@TheBananaMan ๐Ÿคจ

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254018https://browsedns.net/post/254018Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:46:39 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:45:54 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA nah bc id win๐Ÿ˜ผ

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254017https://browsedns.net/post/254017Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:45:54 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:44:43 GMT]]>You clearly need it!

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254015https://browsedns.net/post/254015Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:44:43 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:42:53 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA ur not being serious rn right?

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254014https://browsedns.net/post/254014Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:42:53 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:42:39 GMT]]>@TheBananaMan get 6!

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254013https://browsedns.net/post/254013Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:42:39 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:42:12 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA I have 5 therapists.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254012https://browsedns.net/post/254012Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:42:12 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:41:58 GMT]]>Get more!

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254011https://browsedns.net/post/254011Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:41:58 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:41:37 GMT]]>@TH4TTR4N5F3M_VA already got that bro

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254010https://browsedns.net/post/254010Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:41:37 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is god tryna teach me a lesson? on Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:41:21 GMT]]>Therapy!

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/254009https://browsedns.net/post/254009Sun, 13 Sep 2026 16:41:21 GMT