#1 i want to go out in a way that isnt myself, i feel like being a marine and going to war would be an honorable way to go out.

#2 im in foster care, going = money and money = getting a guaranteed discharge from states care

#3 marines offers health insurance and discounts for most everything and it also will pay for my college and if im alive, i wont have college student debt.

in all, it benifits me and everyone im around.. if i survive, ill live for those around me.. if i dont, my family WILL NOT get any money. ill make sure they wont.

maybe an exaduration (dunno how to spell that word) but being in the marines or army or wtv and having the possibility of being put somewhere or being sent to war (especially under the presidents nowadays causing conflicts) causes some danger for me, i thought id make this because for some i talk to here (2 in specific regularly) i say "always and forever"

i do want always and forever, ill never leave and ill be by your side when i can. but in order to be there and be financially stable and support those i love, i need to do this... no job thats delayed months will pay enough to get me out and this way, i can get out with enough money.