<![CDATA[Is this punishment for something I did?]]>My cat died yesterday. I'm struggling now. My dad found her dead in her cat bed under the back porch couch (for context she was a porch cat). I was crying on and off all day yesterday, and even cried myself to sleep. I couldn't do weight lifting today because I felt so bad, my arms and legs felt like lead. I broke down outside the weight room and just broke down again in the school library. I had just admitted to being a therian and pagan to 1 of my school friends on Friday. Was this my punishment for 1 of those? I'd give anything to have her back. I'd trade my soul for hers if I had to. I just want her back. It hurts so much I can't stand it. I just want my cat back.

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/23913/is-this-punishment-for-something-i-didRSS for NodeWed, 07 Oct 2026 15:28:18 GMTMon, 05 Oct 2026 18:27:32 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to Is this punishment for something I did? on Mon, 05 Oct 2026 20:24:51 GMT]]>@Nonbinary_wolf it wasn't your fault, I'm sure she had a beautiful life and it was her time to go

its never easy to see someone or something that you care about go away, what matters is that you spent the most with them

you cant bring them back, I know its painful and I know it all seems like hell and you would trade your soul for them, but your life is just as important, she lived her best life by spending it with you and died peacefully where she called home

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/264222https://browsedns.net/post/264222Mon, 05 Oct 2026 20:24:51 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is this punishment for something I did? on Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:50:55 GMT]]>this broke my heart 🥺

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/264130https://browsedns.net/post/264130Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:50:55 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is this punishment for something I did? on Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:35:48 GMT]]>you are perfect in every way, no matter what you are. it is not punishment, it is life. things come and go, it may seem down now but theres always the up :) look to the bright side, all the catnip they could want is probibly being given to them. enjoy the good memories :) love you <3

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/264124https://browsedns.net/post/264124Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:35:48 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is this punishment for something I did? on Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:29:42 GMT]]>Sorry to hear that man. I genuinely hope you can recover.

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/264120https://browsedns.net/post/264120Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:29:42 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Is this punishment for something I did? on Mon, 05 Oct 2026 18:28:48 GMT]]>I'm sorry to hear that, I get how soul crushing that feeling is. I hope things get better for you soon.

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