<![CDATA[Why tf am I even alive?]]>What did I even do? At this point I may actually try it.

"If you were a boy, I'd take you out in the front yard and beat your [censored] like a man."

Slamming your body against me, barring your teeth and spitting at me like a rabid animal.

All bcs I turned up the TV too loud... That's literally it.

I turned it up because I couldn't hear it over him literally psycho talking to himself about what I and my mom were watching. Then he decided to text on his phone and suddenly said "can't even [censored] hear myself think" while he already had the TV remote in his hand and was turning it down. I told him that I couldn't hear it over him and that's why it was turned up. He got really offended by that.

"I don't care if you can't hear it! If I speak in my own damn house, you listen to it! It's my TV."

Okay...

He even threatened to kick me out. Started raising cane (if he wasn't already). Told me that if I wanted it loud than I should take my shit and leave and find somewhere else to be

I'm so done with this mf acting like a raging rabid psychopath over literally nothing. God. I just wanna go home. I never want to see him again.

]]>https://browsedns.net/topic/24181/why-tf-am-i-even-aliveRSS for NodeMon, 12 Oct 2026 00:56:45 GMTSun, 11 Oct 2026 06:02:15 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 21:30:21 GMT]]>@UnpaidIntern Shhhhhhhh 😭

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266733https://browsedns.net/post/266733Sun, 11 Oct 2026 21:30:21 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 21:28:39 GMT]]>@french_fry_guy no they fr banned me, im already banned rn

/j

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266731https://browsedns.net/post/266731Sun, 11 Oct 2026 21:28:39 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 21:27:25 GMT]]>@Raven Wait what happened?? Was it because of what @unpaidintern said or what @i-mmaleandboard said??

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266730https://browsedns.net/post/266730Sun, 11 Oct 2026 21:27:25 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 20:01:44 GMT]]>No. He knows what he said

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266701https://browsedns.net/post/266701Sun, 11 Oct 2026 20:01:44 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 19:54:58 GMT]]>@Raven i thought this reply was about me quoting you from the notification and I legit died laughing for a quick second lol (unrelated I have no idea what they said at all, I just found the notification funny)

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266698https://browsedns.net/post/266698Sun, 11 Oct 2026 19:54:58 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 19:49:33 GMT]]>Say some shit like that again and I'm banning you

😀👋

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266697https://browsedns.net/post/266697Sun, 11 Oct 2026 19:49:33 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 16:59:45 GMT]]>@UnpaidIntern i mean... hes still talking about himself

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266598https://browsedns.net/post/266598Sun, 11 Oct 2026 16:59:45 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 16:58:31 GMT]]>@macncheese.

"Raven has it and will make it happen" - Raven

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266597https://browsedns.net/post/266597Sun, 11 Oct 2026 16:58:31 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 16:57:28 GMT]]>

@UnpaidIntern said:

why did @raven refer to themselves in the third-person

Nah he used "i" in his sentence so technically its first person

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266596https://browsedns.net/post/266596Sun, 11 Oct 2026 16:57:28 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 14:48:33 GMT]]>get out of there asap after 18, this isn't really helpful advice on its own since it's really really hard to do because of money (kind of from experience) and you're obviously already trying to do that, but take any opportunity that could lead to you getting away from this psycho and try to create those opportunites if they're not there

why did @raven refer to themselves in the third-person

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266531https://browsedns.net/post/266531Sun, 11 Oct 2026 14:48:33 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 12:25:32 GMT]]>@Raven ur the goat for this

Also heres a lil msg for @luana.vasper
Dont take anything he says to mind, hes trying to get into u n if u let him hell js continue

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266515https://browsedns.net/post/266515Sun, 11 Oct 2026 12:25:32 GMT<![CDATA[Reply to Why tf am I even alive? on Sun, 11 Oct 2026 08:03:48 GMT]]>I can get you resources and support, anything you need, Raven has it and will make it happen, regardless of where you are. I do not support these actions, so you just let me know what you need (support-wise), dms only!

]]>https://browsedns.net/post/266499https://browsedns.net/post/266499Sun, 11 Oct 2026 08:03:48 GMT