okay so first thing first I went to therapy and my doctor made me risize I might have a anxiety disorder cuz of my ADHD (yikes)
then not too long after that I coffessed to my crush fully expectig to get rejecter and yup I got rejected :,)
we are still friends and tbh I don't feel sad about how he rejected me its more about the fact I feel unlovable (in a romantic way)
my first love never liked me back even tho we dated cuz he is straight
my second crush faded as fast as it happened because our personalities did not match well and also he liked a girl(and prefers girls)
my third crush liked somebody else and did not even consider me as a potential love interest
why do I keep liking boys that will never like me back bro
is this my type or something?
sigh
I feel like I will never find somebody that will like me back just as much as I like them I know eventually I might find the love that I want but I just so desperately wish it would happen now
I hate that nobody likes me
I wish somebody could like me
I am emotionally tired from liking people who don't like me back I think I just don't wanna date for 1-2 years up until graduating

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