once the heat death of the universe occurs, there will be no living things ever again. however, the death of the universe and the death of you and your crush are most likely a long ways away from now. so why not enjoy it while it lasts? eat the fucking cookie some obnoxious skinny b!tch on tic Tok told you would make you disgusting and unloveable, draw and post that cringe yaoi that'll get you bullied online, wear that tacky ass outfit to school tomorrow, dye your armpit hair neon orange and go to the club in a tank top wearing that.

most things you do won't matter in a few days, let alone a few months and everyone's going to die anyway and one day this earth we destroy and fill with plastic and polyester won't even exist a long with every star and planet, so just do whatever the fuck you want to as long as it doesn't cause suffering to another. just enjoy yourself because some day you'll not get the chance to do so and you won't even exist anymore. feeling good matters more than what others think, pleasure is the best thing a human can experience. just focus on what makes you feel good in life, being perfect doesn't matter as much as being content or happy.