hey... i had kinda the same feeling as you, well still do, all i can say is that it gets better. people say it alot and you may not see it but know that you hafe the key to every door, you just need the strength to open it. that door can be anything positive.. return anger with kindness, return sadness with comfort.. as ill say "fake it till you make it" years before 18 are tough and personally i barely survived, you got this.. in the long run you could have everything you ever wanted if you reach for it. stay strong, you are strong for making it so far already.
