Messaging me directly with bullshit thinking I give a fuck obviously does nothing.
No we don't hate you so stop trying to guilt trip because I absolutely hate when people do that.
Start taking accountability. As of now I forgive you but just because I forgive you does not mean you're getting hired again.
You can not sit here and say I was not super patient with you and so was the rest of the team, I gave you a chance and you fucked it up. Simple as that