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im trying im on meds, im working problems out irl- i just need time then ill come back, i still care abt my friends here my two notible frfr besties are ash and starrypeach and i consider everyone else close friends and i want to say thank you for letting me be here

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just a reminder because i get a few dms- this is all still goin on- managing grades, applying for jobs, restless, 4 hrs of sleep a day and waking up at 6am with overdue assignments, low supply of caffine, medical problems- basically alot- i dont have much time for here but i try... im also sorry i couldnt be a mod- i genuinely tried but felt i didnt matter at all and with 50 damn things goin on i cant sit and do anything for more than 30 mins without having to do smth important

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who dares awaken my slumber... /j

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i agree and support your statement but with a little view from someone who also leans slightly that we should- i feel like the reason some DONT seperate and choose to view artists based on their actions is because they know money is a factor- however when these artists are locked up in prison for life or longer, money isnt a factor- i get it, but when we think of artists nowadays compared to earlier on- we normalize alot that shouldnt be which makes current generations normalize stuff like murd3r or other crimes. example: murd3r on my mind (a song about an artist dispatching sum1) or like icp (yeah icp is good as heck ikik but they say very bl00dy violent things sometimes) and nowday generations view it as normal, i support your topic i think its good to reflect on morals and views on this topic. i feel like its ngl an issue with the general population aswell as the artist. but tbh i feel like music is music and i dont take sides, i listen to what i listen to.

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people like this make me angry, i do not like these types of people. its genuinely like even if you tell them strongly "NO" they cant grasp it through their noggin that no means no.

i dont even know how people like this exist and imo these people need a wake up call and need to learn common morals aswell as decency and respect.

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blood results came back and ig my liver is rly bad- probibly ngl from my lack of water consumption so uhhh... idk rly how to fix other than drink water- it hurts pretty bad and they said it was close to a condition that sounds life-threatening...

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genuinely feel like crap and im starting to not care about things i should, i used to care abt being nice to teachers at school now i just do work ahead and say "already did it" and put my head down

im starting to feel the damage being closer to the big 18 and when im finally realise im almost an adult, i realise my futile and dumb unrealistic dreams because my talents arent as good as others.

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been gone for a bit, ill try to be back.

#1 sh!tty- screaming broke up after saying "the love faded" (bih it did not, you just didnt take the time to care despite me putting in months of care)

#2 graduating in like 7mo because the school told me wrong

#3 depressive episodes are getting worse and im starting to loose sympathy and care for friends

#4 im basically a genuine loner, teachers forget to even call me for attendance.

#5 im the quiet kid, i talk when i have to never any more.

#6 50 damn things on my plate at a time because if im not focusing on something (music, typing wtv) i have panic attacks

#7 the possibility of genuine trauma mental age issues in some areas.

#8 i find comfort in being alone and realise all the factors of life that involves the world being surrounded by a hypocritical higher power heirarchy that rules over the general population. and involve me in their government bs because im a state kid, and state kids are forced to do things or they do it for you in a bad way...

#9 still coping with what a teacher did to me... not talking abt it..

in all, sorry ive been gone. my lifes down the crapper rn and ill try to be on but dont expect much..

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Im sorry im so busy.. Im making this for you nb

I see your beauty through even the darkest nights.
Your soul speaks and i dont flinch or fright
I love you deepest through and through
Even when we are struggling ill love you and one day itll be me and you

I love you, im sorry im swamped with stuff-
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