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Yanderemenhera

Aries

I've finally returned to school and I honestly couldn't be happier about it. I'm finally studying the subjects that I want to study. Although my Drama class is pretty corny </3

I'm super happy with Art, we've already started GCSE coursework. Today we had to take in objects to photograph, I brought in two collector bears and some biscuits. I ended up shooting like a tea party scene which was really cute, miss let me use some china teacups and a saucer too.

Anyways, today I came home and my Dad noticed that one of my school shoes had the top bit hanging off and he had a go at me. It isn't there on purpose, they just don't fit me and my feet have stretched out the sides in order to fit. He started saying how i'm just like my mum and I did it for attention but I actually felt this surge of anger like I wanted to yell back at him. I ended up saying that it's not my fault they don't fit me. I've never been the type of person to want to stand up to their parents, I normally look down on people that do that but I think it's just because i'm finally starting the final two school years of my life and my dad does not care. He hasn't asked me how my day's been, or how i'm feeling. The only thing that he's bothered about is my school shoes.

KiwiFarmsArkavel

@vex._.1 said in New user ping:

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KiwiFarmsArkavel

@Neo_VA said in i want more friends:

hi, i literary only have talked to one person on dns. but i wanna make friends i talk to everyday or someone to call my best friend. i can barely even use dns to chat because my parents are strict. but i want a friend who is my age or maybe a year or two older. i dont mind. but i literary have no friends.

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Nonbinary_wolf

to the fukc @ss dear

Aries

I genuinely [censored] hate my life, anything and everything to do with me just is shit. My parents are hardly my parents, they do not give a flying [censored] about me. Whenever I tell people about it they're like 'Oh, well I'm sure they must still love you' no they [censored] don't. How badly can I [censored] up my life in seven years? a lot, i'll tell you that. All my friends are going out to parties and messaging eachother on their phones while I feel like i'm way behind in a completely different world. I just want to feel normal for once, I don't want to always feel anxious having to lie and make up excuses for having shitty parents. I literally have nobody to talk to so I used to write my feelings down but then my parents found it and said that I purposely wrote it so that they'd find it. I hate my life, I HATE IT

KiwiFarmsArkavel

Coercion?

Nonbinary_wolf

I don't want sympathy and don't mean to cause any trouble, but like I said in the title, I feel like I'm drowning under the weight of this truth and need to tell someone, anyone.

For the past few days, I've been snapping rubber bands against my wrists as a form of SH after everyone has already laid down for the night. I know it's wrong but I can't stop. I'm addicted. I don't know what to do. It's so wrong, I know it is, but it hurts so good. I can't talk to anyone in my real life about this, but I need someone to tell me it'll be ok. That this doesn't mean I'm wrong or too broken to be loved.

topratedsalesman

Oouuu can I request sum

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