As someone who is very suspcious that I have at least a mild form of psychopathy, I really liked this thread. I have never really been ashamed when I've done wrong things and I don't really feel sympathy for people when I see them go through hardship and trauma. I cry, but I most cry tears of rage. I have no intention or want to hurt people, in fact, I'm sort of a people pleaser cause I've been taught that way. I don't experience joy when I do hurt people, but I just don't feel bad.
Honestly, everything about me in that aspect is so confusing. I'm a jumbled up mess and I feel like certain mental traits of mine constantly contradict other traits and I genuinely experience both. It's just weird. I wanna get tested so bad somehow so maybe I can finally understand myself.
