if i disapeer or lurk and not talk dont worry, ill be alive i just need.. time to get well in the head... i have 50 things to worry about and manage and complete and assignments and literally everything... when i graduate ill be even worse because ill have no one and have to get a job..
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0 days... (vent ig tw for alot)genuinely just needed to get this out, if i told a therapist this id prob just get comitted.. i gen have no one irl i can trust..
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0 days... (vent ig tw for alot)about 8 months - 1yr i been clean, i finally relapsed and.. yeah... idrk how to clean wounds good but its wtv... im making this because it may just be me in my room isolated for a while- i lost motivation finally after realising that friends dont matter... every friend i make in hs i will never see agian, i can never experience irl love or affection... ill never have hugs or kisses or cuddles... all due to my mom giving me up... people say "your life is worth nothing" quoting a youtuber or wtv as a joke but mine really is... i wish i could say goodbye and leave this world but people rely on me and if it failed itd just be worse... i dont like my life because its not my life... ill never be able to be normal... im one person agianst a state... my life is managed by a team of many people and its not mine..
dont really know what to say... im not that cool, im not that tall i dont deserve even the simplest things like food or water... i finally realise who i am, im a monster... maybe its all my fault, maybe my mom just... never wanted to be my mom... her only hesitation on getting rid of me was because she got money frm me... soon after i left she faked disibility..
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life update i guess. (tw: its all bad ig)im trying im on meds, im working problems out irl- i just need time then ill come back, i still care abt my friends here
my two notible frfr besties are ash and starrypeach and i consider everyone else close friends and i want to say thank you for letting me be here -
life update i guess. (tw: its all bad ig)just a reminder because i get a few dms- this is all still goin on- managing grades, applying for jobs, restless, 4 hrs of sleep a day and waking up at 6am with overdue assignments, low supply of caffine, medical problems- basically alot- i dont have much time for here but i try... im also sorry i couldnt be a mod- i genuinely tried but felt i didnt matter at all and with 50 damn things goin on i cant sit and do anything for more than 30 mins without having to do smth important
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What should my new pfp be?? -
Why I believe the art shouldnt be separated from the artisti agree and support your statement but with a little view from someone who also leans slightly that we should- i feel like the reason some DONT seperate and choose to view artists based on their actions is because they know money is a factor- however when these artists are locked up in prison for life or longer, money isnt a factor- i get it, but when we think of artists nowadays compared to earlier on- we normalize alot that shouldnt be which makes current generations normalize stuff like murd3r or other crimes. example: murd3r on my mind (a song about an artist dispatching sum1) or like icp (yeah icp is good as heck ikik but they say very bl00dy violent things sometimes) and nowday generations view it as normal, i support your topic
i think its good to reflect on morals and views on this topic. i feel like its ngl an issue with the general population aswell as the artist. but tbh i feel like music is music and i dont take sides, i listen to what i listen to. -
Absolutely Unacceptable.people like this make me angry, i do not like these types of people. its genuinely like even if you tell them strongly "NO" they cant grasp it through their noggin that no means no.
i dont even know how people like this exist and imo these people need a wake up call and need to learn common morals aswell as decency and respect.
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health update igblood results came back and ig my liver is rly bad- probibly ngl from my lack of water consumption so uhhh... idk rly how to fix other than drink water- it hurts pretty bad and they said it was close to a condition that sounds life-threatening...
