no sleep group

tyler_x

My sister may be privileged but that doesn't erase the years of abuse we've BOTH faced from our mom tbh.

I was 12 and calling CPS myself for the both of us. I won't go into detail but it was really horrible back then. Most they did was send us to our grandparents for a couple weeks

tyler_x

I'm genuinely so sick and tired of her.

I am 14 years old, 15 in a few months. I have never been allowed any form of social media, or any communication with people outside immediate family through any device, including things like Roblox since you're able to talk to people. (Of course, I found my loopholes through parental controls and did whatever I want)

I got permanently grounded from my phone for texting people a few months ago now. I knew I wasn't allowed, but that is such a stupid rule.

I've never been allowed to go to anyone's house (except my cousins' on a few occasions), I've never had a birthday party, never had a sleepover, never even been allowed out of my house without supervision. I've snuck out a LOT due to this.

I'm not allowed to have friends. It's a rule of my mom's. Like genuinely just not allowed. I don't have any friends irl solely because nobody likes me. But if people did I think I should be allowed to have friends. Lmao.

Oh but my sister (technically my half sister since we have different dads. Mines in jail and she goes to see hers every other weekend) has her own ipad (her dad bought it) with Snapchat, Tiktok, anything she wants.

She goes to hang out with her friends, have sleepovers, literally ANYTHING she wants she gets.

She is 11. Almost 12

It's mostly because her dad lets her but our mom is literally so approving and literally has her added on Snapchat.

I am SO sick of this

This is unfair right. I'm not going crazy.

ladiesman217

these are paint colours and vinyl wrap that is gonna go on my wardrobe doors and some other furniture (cheaper than furniture paint lmao)
the vinyl is the same colour that gloomy bear is on my jacket (seen hanging in one of the images)
my favourite paint is the one called so twee
painting gonna take a little bit to get round to as it costs rather a lot to paint a room

ladiesman217

@CH3SI YES
theyre mostly named after characters from whatever anime i liked the most when i got them (mostly aot and mha rip)

ladiesman217

btw i am a minor and broke so buying big big expensive items is difficult so please be realistic with the advice

ladiesman217

moved rooms since whenever the last time i talked about my room on here
anyway
its changed styles a LOT
it used to be darker and mostly cool colours (i have sold/given away/stored majority of the stuff from then so theres no going back lol)
and then it was abit smelly for a while
anyway
im making it pink and cute yay
advice welcome
ill post updates to what im doin in there and such
please dont try to find info about me from images lol (i tried to remove personal infoy stuff but we all make mistakes)

the images are taken with curtains shut and only the ceiling light
i will be painting it soon too
oh the reason why most of the wardrobe isnt shown is because it doesnt have doors and it has all my emo clothes lol (actually like most of my stuff icl)
but that changes soon i hope (getting doors yay)
please dont be mean that its childish because thats literally the intention just click off lmao
yes i do have a dog bed in my room its comfy okay???
questions and advice welcome