bruhhhh so they haven't talked in 2 months but apparently last week (which was when she threw the bottle at us while we were talking) she tried to get back with him and i see her tryna talk to him in their last class when me and my friend walk by. my friend said that fine shyt told them that she tried to get back with him and he rejected her bc hes 'talking to someone' (aka meeeee)
anyways she hasnt done nothing since besides like brush against me while walking by, she literally is with someone else and has already fcked 2 dudes since breaking up with fine shyt so idk why she wants him back all of a sudden when she left him first:/
ok so thats what happened last week, this week was rlly chill, i got this amazing hair product that actually defines my afro/4b curls and i feel soooo much more confident with my hair now which is nice bc its my biggest insecurity:) i also feel like me and my new friends have gotten alot closer which is nice, im like a part of a whole friend group rn^^
idk if i said this in my last post but my guy friend said that fine shyt is in LOVE with me and ig talks abt me alot TvT
anyways fine shyt has just been like flirting with me alot lately and he bought my chocolate monday bc im always talking abt how im hungry in class which was rlly sweet of him:) and friday he kept tickling me which was rlly annoying bc im REALLY ticklish! then i randomly asked him 'do you have a crush on me?' and just blatantly said "yeah" hella nonchalant btw which caught me off gaurd TvT hes so weird bc hell say stuff like that but hes so like hard to read and chill that its hard to believe hes as into me as his friends tell me, i was like suprised so i just changed the subject and we kept chatting till school ended:p
i wish i was allowed to date but im not so im tryna stay locked in but its hard to be when he keeps flirting with me and acting cute n shit:/
random but fine shyt is lowkey smart, for context i get all As and do rlly good at school, fine shyt is the opposite and weve been getting closer by me helping him with work... so tell me how tf this dude solved these three weird graph things that i couldn't even understand in a few seconds on friday?????? i had done all the other questions for us and said we can just guess for the last three then he matched them and kinda explained his thoughts but i brushed him off bc i assumed he just guessed, then the teacher came and said he actually got them all right?!?! and he said that he tried to explain it to me and that he 'plays alot of video games' and that it helped him ' recognize the pattern' and he accused me of thinking hes dumb which....ngl i kinda did TvT i was genuinely shocked bc hes like idk a dumby and even i couldn't figure it out lol anyways i thought that was rlly cute so i decided to share it with yall:p
lastly homecoming is coming upppp, im lowkey broke rn so i just bought a cheap dress on Amazon, last year i went all out but this year im just gonna chill and be a lil cute, i do gotta buy new shoes for my dress tho, its a off shoulder glittery black one, the theme is masquerade so i might get a black and gold mask or smth. i plan on going to homecoming by myself but chilling with my friends who are also going, but not actually having a date if that makes sense (and yes fine shyt is going aswellll)
rlly random but i lowkey wana make rnb but i cant sing for shit TvT ive been listening to alot of modern ad 90s rnb and 70s music, i remember talking to my ex abt how i prefered latino music over Black music but i think the problem was just that i didnt know alot of Black music, now that ive been looking into it i feel like Black artist mastered music especially in the 70s TvT
so yeah this year is still going good so far, hopefully fine shyts ex doesnt cause too much trouble, ive been practicing guitar again and my art is actually improving alot this year too! now that i got that new hair product i feel rlly nice abt my appearance which automatically makes life way better:p
anyways i went to the big E and it was SO fun, did any of yall go or is that like just a new England thing??
