@st4tic itās whatever, itās sad to say but this is not nearly the worst person Iāve had to deal with (not even close)
(And also, heās one of my really good friends. Maybe he just sees me as āone of the brosā? I know his friends are kinda weird but I didnāt think he was)
Young And Dumb
young and dumb ppl who just wanna enjoy there youth
(name stolen from Avril and sp btw)
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Oh⦠my god TW: SA mention -
Oh⦠my god TW: SA mention@st4tic every hour but band and history. I sit directly next to him during band and he sits a table over during history
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Oh⦠my god TW: SA mention@st4tic I donāt know, because maybe Iām just blowing this out of proportion?? Sometimes he makes kinda weird jokes but heās been acting so, so, so weird lately. And Iām scared that if I tell an adult theyāll tell my parents, who will make it a huge deal when it might be my fault for not communicating (even though I was nonverbal but still)
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Oh⦠my god TW: SA mention@Graveyard_artz this is the second thing I didnāt want to say out loud btw
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Oh⦠my god TW: SA mentionSo you guys remember that guy Iāve been talking about the past week? Yea? Ok so in band today I was nonverbal due to everything going on at home and he was, idk, mocking me?? He was saying, āoh no! What ever you have is,ā and then silently mouthed, ācontagiousā?? I told him to stop the best I can and he started laughing and saying āitās just a joke!ā I had to explain to him (on a notes app on my iPad) that Iām actually really self conscious about it and that I go nonverbal on really bad days (first time all year). He just kind of⦠idk⦠brushed it off? And⦠he⦠uhm⦠tried getting me to call him d//ddy? (Censoring because it makes me really uncomfortable). He was like, āit smells like Up D//ddy in hereā and I just looked at him like he was crazy (AS HE KNEW I COULDN'T EVEN RESPOND??) and he repeated himself like three times and when he finally realized I wasnāt gonna respond (even though I LITERALLY COULDNāT) he said, āoh you didnāt fall for it! You were supposed to say, āwhatās up d//ddyā!ā But the weirdest part is that he said, āthe funniest people to do it to is another dude,ā which is so, so, so weird because he doesnāt even refer to me as a guy/Elliot/he. Iām really scared heāll do something because this feels like the start of when I was last SAed.. What if he tries something if I tell him no? I donāt think he would but I didnāt think I would be ab//sed by who I was ab//sed by either..
(Also, if you donāt know, read my last few topics for context. And also, heās NEVER been so s//xual, like, this is new. Maybe heās just being weird because he thinks itās funny? I wish I couldāve told him to stop or that it made me uncomfortable, but he chose to make that ājokeā at a time where I couldnāt talk?) -
I need your help pls...@Someone... ofc ofc, as you know, Iām popular with the ladies so I have experience /j
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Updates@Vanilleyy you feel ecstatic actually
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oh my godWhat did I just find


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I need your help pls...@Someone... YOU GOT THISSSSS
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Won't be onupdate: I'll have 10-80 minutes a day to be on BDNS, during lunch, and borrowing a laptop in my 5th period