I’m genuinely so [censored] scared (guys help idk what to do /srs)

TwoTimee

french_fry_guy

@Graveyard_artz please show this to Savior (F) if he hasnt seen it

french_fry_guy

Update: my parents took and "hid" my iPad. I found it and was able to clear my history but idk if they've gone through it. My mom isn't home but she will be in about 30 minutes and I'm really nervous. I might not be able to be on my iPad until Monday and I might not be able to go to Homecoming because of this :[

french_fry_guy

I'm really scared that I won't be able to contact anyone if I end up in trouble because they have my iPad. I don't know Savior or my best friend's numbers off the top of my head so idk what I would do. I have where my best friend lives pretty much memorized but only do they live about a mile or so away I don't know how their parents would react

french_fry_guy

After "talk" update: the only thing that happened was my mom sat me down and told me to stop talking about my homelife and that I have no right talking about it. She was gonna make me take down my posters and pride flag but she took away my homecoming instead.

french_fry_guy

I don't know who or what to be mad at. Be mad at myself for reaching out? Be mad at my friend for telling their mom in the first place? Be mad at the adults that went back to my mom after they promised they wouldn't? This is why I don't trust adults. My freshman homecoming gone because I had the audacity to dare tell my friends (that I trust) my homelife? I'm just happy that's the only thing that happened.

The_Traveller95

My friend, I was in the same place as you a while ago. I was psychologically abused with constant criticism about my music, and was thrusted into heavy depression. I got help from good friends of mine, and you know what I did? I ran, I ran and found a friends house that I had been to multiple times in my life and took refuge. I'm not suggesting that you do what I did, but do what you think is right.

I'mmaleandboard

gang I would have punched my mom out

french_fry_guy

@The_Traveler95 I want to so bad, I'm just scared that they'll find me. I'm scared to leave my sisters and family behind. What if they're right and I'm just delusional? But I'm happy you're safe though ^^

french_fry_guy

@I-mmaleandboard If I did that I would be in the hospital

The_Traveller95

Okay, I just reread your full story. The [censored] does your mum mean "reputation"? Her reputation was already destroyed when she married the one who called you delusional. I totally understand that you don't want to leave your sisters behind and I get that. Maybe consider going to a trusted teacher at your school, or maybe Savior's parents about the situation. Just a suggestion.

The_Traveller95

@french_fry_guy When I was planning to run away, I thought as well if i was wrong about running, but my instincts told me "Run, run like you know what to do" I still ponder about it today in fact.