the trauma...

[maximus prime]

dad:"you ungrateful piece of sh-t!"
me:"dad! stop! it hurts!"
mom:"pfft, hit harder -name-"
dad:hits me harder
me:"Dad! stop!" tears rushing down face
dad:"you g-dd-mn child!" *hits me hardly"
me:"ow.."
~~ couple of days this always happened nd now im 17 ~~
my mind:"i had enough.." k-lls both of the parents
~~ end ~~

[kay]

im sorry that happened to you

[maximus prime]

i now do self harm..

[kay]

can i share what happened to me during my childhood and growing up in the Foster care system?

[kay]

i used to do self harm but i stopped bc my mom and sister took away all the knives T^T

[kay]

now we have new ones so imma start back doing self harm

[maximus prime]

i only use pencils for self harm.

[kay]

oh-..well i never tried pencils but im here to help so what else happened if u dont mind me asking?

[maximus prime]

so.. well lemme chat w/ u in priv

[kay]

okay!

[idiot]

@kay yknow im not an expert but i think it might be a good idea to not do that

[kay]

what?

[kay]

exactly?

[[[global:former-user]]]

Yeah, im no expert but self infliction is not a good way to cope with your problems. I've done it myself. And because of that. Im not allowed to use knives. Onky the butter knives. What im saying is that you should cherish your life for as long as you can. Just some advice from someone that wishes they could be a child again

[les]

idk if its ok to share this cause i dont wanna make this abt me but i used to go through this quite a bit and i completely understand how you feel :( i used to spend 99.9% of my time locked in my room until my parents understood how it was affecting me. what i cant imagine is how much worse you have it and im so sorry you went through this. i hope things get a lot better for you </3

[maximus prime]

it did.

[les]

thats great!

[jąy]

i can confirm as havin mexican parents

[Toast]

@Jæy clean your room hijo de puta

[jąy]

@Toast LMAOO