Vent Safeplace~~

Marco Voigt

oh okay

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is being inside 24/7 and going outside only when it's absolutely necessary (like to check the mail, go to the store, or go to occasional family events) considered unhealthy? it probably is, idk. it's been like this for about two years. going outside makes me nervous and gives me anxiety, and i don't even have to be around people for this to happen, although being around people definitely makes it worse. just being around people outside or in the store or even in my own house gives me severe anxiety to the point that my feet get numb, i don't feel real or connected to my body, and i feel like passing out. it just sucks.

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it's probably rooted to my autism and sensory issues, but it sucks so much and i just want it to go away. the doctor put me on antidepressants last year because of the depression it caused, and they just made me absolutely worse, and made my feeling unreal issue way worse. i became emotionally numb on them too and turned into an asshole pretty much, but i guess not being on them is better than being an emotionally numb asshole (btw i'm not saying everyone who is emotionally numb are assholes, i'm just saying i was). i would somewhat like to go back on them to get rid of this feeling, but it wouldn't even be worth it because then i'd just lose all my feelings again, not just this shitty feeling.

Shownu Hyung

@proxzi add South Korea

Shownu Hyung

My friends don't understand that I'm poly (means I like more than one person) and I've lost a lot of friends for it. A lot of people also judge me cause I'm gay, and they think it makes me less human.
When I was at the party, I got shoved and called 'gay pig' and other things I'm probably not allowed to post.
My mom might be trying to force a marriage on me, my friend Riho is in a terrible state of mind, and at this point, I don't know what to do.
Help-

Shownu Hyung

I always look to Riho to help me, but he's so stressed out. . .
@oklol123 I was put on anti-depressants too -- they made me loopy and feverish. They also magnified my anxiety by 10,000

Shownu Hyung

Everyone always tells me I'm very social, so unfortunately I can't relate about going outside, but I understand what it's like. You're not trapped, just ease into it.
(and pls don't forget to wear sunscreen XD)

Almond

Ayo its bigga cheese in the house

Almond

@oklol123 I can relate too! im going through the exact same things with the exact same issues. Your not alone. I'm probably not the first to say this.

Almond

WHY ARE SCHOOL BUSES YELLOW!? I HATE IT. SCHOOL BUSES NEED TO BE PURPLE AND RAINBOWS BECAUSE YES. AAAAH PURPLE SCHOOL BUSES!!!!

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@kemono YES RAINBOW GAY BUSES

ねこーちゃん

honestly, yes

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@LTempral frrrrr

Almond

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@kemono frrrrrrrrr lolll gayyyyyzzzz

lollapalooza

nope not purple
AROACE FLAG BUS YEEE

Almond

NO WE NEED GEN Z SCHOOL BUSES

lollapalooza

trollface bus
also this needs its own thread

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@lollapalooza yes fr

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Heres my vent (TW gender dysphoria and suicide)
So I haven't been able to sleep at all because I have been having terrible gender dysphoria lately. My gender dysphoria made me realize I was enby and I wanna tell my parents and therapist but they don't understand trans stuff and I they probably think 13 is too young. But it's not and I researched learning that gender devlops 4 to 7 yers old. I just wanna get help already but I can't. I have to wait till next tuesday to see my therapist. But the gender dysphoria is starting to get so bad that I've been having LITTLE suicidal and depressed thoughts again like last year in school. But my mom said that I if I feel this way she will send me to a mental hospitial and if I come out about this durning school and not now she will swap me schools and send to a mental hospital agan. So idrk what to even do.