Vent Safeplace~~
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Heres my vent (TW gender dysphoria and suicide)
So I haven't been able to sleep at all because I have been having terrible gender dysphoria lately. My gender dysphoria made me realize I was enby and I wanna tell my parents and therapist but they don't understand trans stuff and I they probably think 13 is too young. But it's not and I researched learning that gender devlops 4 to 7 yers old. I just wanna get help already but I can't. I have to wait till next tuesday to see my therapist. But the gender dysphoria is starting to get so bad that I've been having LITTLE suicidal and depressed thoughts again like last year in school. But my mom said that I if I feel this way she will send me to a mental hospitial and if I come out about this durning school and not now she will swap me schools and send to a mental hospital agan. So idrk what to even do. -
yo i hate bein srs but @lovejoy is a bro
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@tofu wtf does that mean
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I need to vent again (TW suicide depression and gender dysphoria)
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So I was supposed to come out as enby today to my therapist. But then my mom had to come in the room for a little bit. She was talking about my depressive episode in 6th grade and my suicidal feelings. I then also was feeling stressed about telling my therapist. But then I started to feel like crying. So then my mom left and I started crying. I then talked with her and calmed down but also realized that now depression related things have became a trigger for me. I also got nervous to bring up my gender dysphoria and how I was enby. Then we ran out of time and I left. I felt terrible that I couldn't say what I wanted too. I just felt like crying for the rest of the day. But then before bed my mom talked to me. I then knew it was definitely also okay to come out. Then when I could finally have the opportunity to cry I couldn't. So today was bad. Now I am venting about it on my 3ds ig. -
I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (
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I need to vent again (TW suicide depression and gender dysphoria)
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So I was supposed to come out as enby today to my therapist. But then my mom had to come in the room for a little bit. She was talking about my depressive episode in 6th grade and my suicidal feelings. I then also was feeling stressed about telling my therapist. But then I started to feel like crying. So then my mom left and I started crying. I then talked with her and calmed down but also realized that now depression related things have became a trigger for me. I also got nervous to bring up my gender dysphoria and how I was enby. Then we ran out of time and I left. I felt terrible that I couldn't say what I wanted too. I just felt like crying for the rest of the day. But then before bed my mom talked to me. I then knew it was definitely also okay to come out. Then when I could finally have the opportunity to cry I couldn't. So today was bad. Now I am venting about it on my 3ds ig. -
I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (
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I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (
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@LegoJedi omg- thats horrible, just know im always here for u and u can always tell me anything! <33
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@lovejoy alr <3333
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@tofu thanks <33
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@lovejoy yea when we where gonna play fortnite my mom stopped me
