Vent Safeplace~~

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yo i hate bein srs but @lovejoy is a bro

[A Former User]

@tofu wtf does that mean

[lovejoy]

@tofu um.? ya im a guy?

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@lovejoy ur like my bro yk.

[lovejoy]

@tofu huh-?

[A Former User]

I need to vent again (TW suicide depression and gender dysphoria)
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So I was supposed to come out as enby today to my therapist. But then my mom had to come in the room for a little bit. She was talking about my depressive episode in 6th grade and my suicidal feelings. I then also was feeling stressed about telling my therapist. But then I started to feel like crying. So then my mom left and I started crying. I then talked with her and calmed down but also realized that now depression related things have became a trigger for me. I also got nervous to bring up my gender dysphoria and how I was enby. Then we ran out of time and I left. I felt terrible that I couldn't say what I wanted too. I just felt like crying for the rest of the day. But then before bed my mom talked to me. I then knew it was definitely also okay to come out. Then when I could finally have the opportunity to cry I couldn't. So today was bad. Now I am venting about it on my 3ds ig.

[A Former User]

I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (

[lovejoy]

@LegoJedi omg- thats horrible, just know im always here for u and u can always tell me anything! <33

[lovejoy]

@LegoJedi me?

[tofu]

@LegoJedi nah thats bad. i went therapy for 3 yrs that shi is hard

[A Former User]

@lovejoy yea when we where gonna play fortnite my mom stopped me

[A Former User]

@lovejoy alr <3333

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@LegoJedi <33333 im here too g

[A Former User]

@tofu thanks <33

[lovejoy]

@LegoJedi ohh :((

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@LegoJedi ily <33

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[A Former User]

@lovejoy ilyt bestie <3333

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[lovejoy]

@LegoJedi <33333333