Vent Safeplace~~
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I need to vent again (TW suicide depression and gender dysphoria)
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So I was supposed to come out as enby today to my therapist. But then my mom had to come in the room for a little bit. She was talking about my depressive episode in 6th grade and my suicidal feelings. I then also was feeling stressed about telling my therapist. But then I started to feel like crying. So then my mom left and I started crying. I then talked with her and calmed down but also realized that now depression related things have became a trigger for me. I also got nervous to bring up my gender dysphoria and how I was enby. Then we ran out of time and I left. I felt terrible that I couldn't say what I wanted too. I just felt like crying for the rest of the day. But then before bed my mom talked to me. I then knew it was definitely also okay to come out. Then when I could finally have the opportunity to cry I couldn't. So today was bad. Now I am venting about it on my 3ds ig. -
I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (
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I need to vent again (TW suicide depression and gender dysphoria)
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So I was supposed to come out as enby today to my therapist. But then my mom had to come in the room for a little bit. She was talking about my depressive episode in 6th grade and my suicidal feelings. I then also was feeling stressed about telling my therapist. But then I started to feel like crying. So then my mom left and I started crying. I then talked with her and calmed down but also realized that now depression related things have became a trigger for me. I also got nervous to bring up my gender dysphoria and how I was enby. Then we ran out of time and I left. I felt terrible that I couldn't say what I wanted too. I just felt like crying for the rest of the day. But then before bed my mom talked to me. I then knew it was definitely also okay to come out. Then when I could finally have the opportunity to cry I couldn't. So today was bad. Now I am venting about it on my 3ds ig. -
I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (
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I mean after the session I could have calmed down by playing fortnite with my buddy till my mom butted in and then the rest happened. : (
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@LegoJedi omg- thats horrible, just know im always here for u and u can always tell me anything! <33
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@lovejoy alr <3333
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@tofu thanks <33
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@lovejoy yea when we where gonna play fortnite my mom stopped me
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@lovejoy alr <3333
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@lovejoy ilyt bestie <3333
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women put their panties back on when i tell them im not rich this is really depressing and im so broken man, (hey beatiful cuome to my place 2nite) all gorls all da sameeeeee
(im rapping) ohhhh girls all just the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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women put their panties back on when i tell them im not rich this is really depressing and im so broken man, (hey beatiful cuome to my place 2nite) all gorls all da sameeeeee
(im rapping) ohhhh girls all just the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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@Marii daammmnnnnn u go gworl !! gets popcorn
