Hello, Hello, Hello! I haven't done one of these in a while but it is actually late night this time! I know, please stop the applause. But on a more serious note, what has BDNS become? better? worse? well, here's my standpoint on things as of now. I do very much feel as though BDNS has lost it's wonder that first attracted me to the site, but I think that's beyond anybody's control to be honest. One thing BDNS is famous for is that not many people actually stay or at least remain active. Another thing which has kind of off put me is the newer user base, i'm going to be completely transparent and say that I hate it, mainly because I think most users just lack maturity and originality, everyone's trying to be like Andy or hop on another stupid trend instead of just choosing to be themselves but something must be going right because i'm still choosing to stay, i'll give it that. Uh- that's it from the BDNS rant. Do want more of these? let me know! thanks

@xenth

It's a gay romance about a closeted, famous hockey player and this smoothie guy that he falls in love with. The whole book is basically them trying to hide it. It's honestly a really cute book. I believe each book in the series is about some sort of gay, hockey romance. All the characters link in some way, with some books in the series being sequels to the same couple. The books are all kinda popular now because of the series coming out

Here's some from each of my current favourite artists.

• Conan Gray, door and actor
• Sombr, I wish I knew how to quit you and come closer
• Blur, Beetlebum and coffee & tv
• Chappell Roan, red wine supernova
• Renèe Rapp, snow angel and the wedding song
• Eminem, we made you and cleaning out my closet

Yesterday we lost a TV legend, Catherine O'Hara. Although you may not recognize her name you'll definitely recognize some of her iconic roles such as the mother in Home Alone and in Beetlejuice as well as the voice of Sally in The Nightmare Before Christmas. RIP Catherine, you'll be missed.

They were arguing, again. I never understood why Mum always felt determined to have the last word. They're arguing because of you, I wanted to hide, crawl under my bedsheets and never return. A loud slam of their bedroom door told me it was finished, the panic is over. Well, at least I thought it was until my door began to open, the loud creak filling the house. It was Dad. He didn't say anything, I blinked and he was already at the side of my bed, we locked eyes not saying anything. What was he gonna do? grab my phone? at the thought of that I gripped it tighter, my sweaty fingers going pale. He moved his hand over to the neck of my pajamas and dragged me out of the place I thought to be the safest. My blanket still on me but slowly sliding away almost as if leaving a trail behind me. As he opened the door to the kitchen a voice escaped me that I didn't even realize to be my own,
'STOP'
He ignored me and finally let go, placing me by the door. It felt weird to stand up, almost as though I had chicken feet.
'LEAVE, JUST [censored] LEAVE, WE DON'T WANT YOU HERE'
His face didn't match the one I once knew, it was as if a demon had possessed him. I wanted to scream, yell, anything but instead I just stood there tears making my eyes go blurry as I felt them gather in my eyes. I attempted to walk away but he decided he was going to try and slap my leg first, something took over me and I dodged it. That just made him worse, he picked me up and threw me on the floor as if I was just something being put in the bin. He walked away and left me there. I lifted my head up and I felt as if i'd been on one of the worst rollercoasters of my life. My dog came over and licked me, almost as if he was trying to help or maybe it was just because he liked the taste of my tears, either way I appreciated it. My mum was around the corner and didn't even ask if I was okay, just told me to go to my room. She really did care a lot, didn't she?

I told my friend about it the next day, and they said to report it but there was something in me screaming louder than my dad ever did, telling me not to. I was becoming the person I never once understood, it won't happen again.

@FutureRemix1

I understand that you're seeking a 'relationship' but the best way to do so is actually to just wait until the right time comes. Also, please don't DM people trying to date them, you've done this to me and honestly it's just uncomfortable.

@_Izzy_ Literally no point then, who's engaging on this? -w-

@KiwiFarmsArkavel What's ironic is you're being just as equally immature by trying to shade other users, I don't know who that guy is and I don't need to, it's really just not needed is it?

Tbf, I think it could just be the new user base. I miss what BDNS was like when I first joined, now most users are kinda annoying and immature

Stop arguing on a public post -_-

I'm sorry to hear you leave though, I wish you the best and hope to see you back soon

#StopBullying

@BBQboi-_
It's quite sad how you felt the need to ruin a completely fine topic by mentioning something completely irrelevant. The original post was made by me, I can't remember who made the post you were referring to, but I can assure you they'd have meant nothing racisť about it or else I know for certain they wouldn't have gotten away with it. I'd think you were supposed to be on your best behaviour, but no of course not.

@Yanderemenhera

yep, shouldn't have looked. That looks like a sewn up bumhole

Downvotes! We all chant in unison.

I've been enjoying catching up with posts I remember disliking, however you can only downvote 5 times a day </3

Public Relations started as forum services, almost exactly a year ago. It was introduced as a completely new, upcoming department of which I had the pleasure to take the lead of. My run of forum services was short, but it was the first </3

Then came along a new manager, @enchanted who took her own spin on things and did it very well might I add.

@Sofii put all of her effort into Forum services and made that time period of BDNS by far the greatest with her creativity and ambition all poured into something as little as a slowly failing staff department.

But the greatest manager was definitely @Yanderemenhera who took on forum services and transformed it into what it was until it's dying days. This was also the start of what would be a long, successful staff career for yandere.

Although the events never truly worked out, it sure did one thing. Forum services, public relations brought us all together. Wether trying to find more ideas or pointing out how small it was, we all contributed some way. So finally, thank YOU. Goodbye Forum services, rest in perfectly pixelated pieces.

biscuits all the way, I could eat them every day

Hey! I have an idea for another Christianity post you could make (if you're interested of course) you could give some key details of what you think are most important to Christianity! I'm interested in religion, so I thought it'd be cool from a Christian point of view :3

Night, I love being in a car and seeing all the lights around me

I identify as caked up, UGH I just know they're cakeophobic because it's not an option -w-

EvilOverlord hasn't been a mod for long and I haven't seen them really moderating yet so not them for now, uh- SpamBurger's quite chill and doesn't just waft their position about, I respect that. Wolfie's always on it, you've done something wrong? Expect a DM from Wolfie within the span of 5 minutes. But wolfie doesn't count anymore anyways, HE'S AN ADMIN. So out of those two, definitely Spam. But staff members overall it'd be probably NightmareWolfie, British Unity (haven't seen him in a while </3) and yandermenhera :3