@cem3teryg4tez no its alright i get, i cant really explain it either.
like i genuinely canNOT contain my laughter, no matter what im reading.
its so much worse because my mom can see me from her desk and she keeps asking why im giggling :wilted_flower:

i like toast.
very technically i had this name before. ive gone through different handles in my time on the internet, one of the most prominent being "Ruby", as based off of my first and oldest oc.
i then changed it to "Burnt Toast", because i found it funny, short and sweet. i went through a 5 month name change after that, and then went on to permanetly become "Toast" everywhere.
lalala.

things are happening. i'll still be here but won't be interacting. do not contact me unless it's a strict emergency.

it hurts that i'll never have that kind of relationship with him again.
it hurts because he's so much happier with his own friends.
it hurts that i'll never fit in with them, despite being welcomed.
it hurts that he has that and i don't.
it hurts that he has people he trusts and talks to them about his interests because they're shared, and i don't.
it hurts that he prefers them over me, and i know that.
it hurts that he'll never trust me again.
it hurts that i'll never know how he truly feels.
it hurts.

don't ask about him, please.
we're not friends anymore. and never will be again.
it's for the best. neither of us were good for each other, no matter what we said. we needed to move on.
that being said, please refrain from talking to me for a few days, unless it's important.
i just want to move on. i'll come back, but i just want to deal with this and move on alone.
i'm so tired.

hi guys so last night there was a guy outside my window.
i went and got my dad and he chased him off with a shotgun (mightve gotten him in the arm or leg, not sure). the guy dropped a camera - i dunno if it works still since it hit straight pavement, but - and we're gonna go to the police and see if we cant get his prints off of it.
funny thing is, i'm pretty sure it's the same walmart guy (not sure if i can say this uncensored so tldr non consent in a bathroom stall). he was an older guy, gray hair and shit.
dunno how he knows where i live but thats a concern for in five minutes.
hopefully the guy wont press charges - i doubt he will, and even so i doubt theyll hold up.
so uh yeah. im fine now. nothing happened. dunno what pictures bro wouldve gotten since i dont change in my room but eh hey man pop off i guess.
in other news i learned telamon is actually a figure from greek mythology.

@wobbledogs54 a fellow forsaken fan?