This is more of just something that made me think rather than advice, but I'd like to share it anyways. You as a person have survived everything you thought you wouldn't. Every terrible day, eveything. When I was at my lowest point, I never thought I'd make it, and I didn't really see a reason to try anyways. But I realize now that I've made it through that. It has been almost 2 years since that point in time. It's over, and sure enough, I survived. Every time I sat awake at night and thought I wasn't gonna make it, I did. I'm still here. If you can survive everything you've already been through, you can survive anything.
