A rant vent idk??
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I think i am just generally really tired of everything. I do not have anyone to talk to and enjoy 24/7, im scared to talk to anyone i become mutuals with online or on twitter, im scared to go back to school, i have been nothing but this fat crybaby all week i am really tired ive been impulsively buying things all my friends say i am mentally screwed and need a psychiatrist i dont know what to do anymore. I am at a point where i am really letting myself go ive been kind of like eating way less or nothing at all, i really wish i could crawl in a hole or something. I debated leaving bdns and every other social platform i have for good and just not coming backbecause i really dont think i gave any real reason to be online angmore if that makes any sense. My life is constantly so repetitive. I feel to nauseas to even do anytbing anymore or play any of my favorite games anymore. I wish every person i knew or loved or cared for or was friends with actually like stayed maybe. My ex and my ex friend left me and made fun of me and painted me out to be a horrible person andntheres just a lot goingon and i really want a glass of wine
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im sorry ur feeling like this :(
also hot take the psychiatrist idea is pretty good, if u get a nice one they can really help !!(uurm if uu want more online friendz 2 chat to, i can volunteer >:3)
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thank you !! I hope i do get one soon its just they are kind of expensive if insurance doesnt cover…
And idm being friends
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srry to hear that your not feeling well if you need someone to talk to i'm here just shoot me a dm :)
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srry to hear that your not feeling well if you need someone to talk to i'm here just shoot me a dm :)
@ghøstface thank you !!
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@ghøstface thank you !!
@Chickenwaffles np
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I'm really sorry things aren't working out for you I'll still always be here if you need anything I don't mind if you need to take a leave from bdns I'll miss you a break from social media could maybe help and just taking a moment to figure things out I really hope things get better for you as well I love you you'll always a dear friend of mine you're ex and ex friend are so stupid though please don't let them get you down you're not a bad person at all and legit they are petty assholes
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lyt and thanks ill try
