Were I've been...
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Hey so you guys probably haven't noticed but I've been gone for a week and I've been in a really bad mindset... I struggled with my dad we fought and I heart him and my step-mom and now I'm just getting back from the mental hospital and I'm low-key tired of going there because I'm not crazy I'm a human who needs help and I want to be treated as such but they don't see my point of view. Over the last couple of days I've witnessed toxic positively people treating me as if i was a 6 year old. I've always struggled with trauma I'm just a mellow person who doesn't like to talk about his feelings and what not. But I still got ask the same damn question... "Why are you here?" Now your probably wondering why is that bad 2 reasons, its was asked like 20 of the span of 2 days and they know why its called read the file dumb [censored]. I've just been struggling and all I hear is use your coping skills! Or take deep breaths. I'm so tired of that people say they know how I feel... They really don't you don't know how hard I've been struggling I've struggled since my grandmother died and when my mom died and my grandfather dying the same day after her. People pushing you out of their life but yeah you know how I feel right?? Yeah watching your mother have a stroke in front of you not knowing what to do yeah you know the exact pain of not going to a mother son dance or spending a mothers day with some random lady your dad found on a dating app. But that's just everyone's go to.
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Welcome back
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@Echo_isnt_here Thanks
@xXIdc_go_awayXx ofc. Also I’m gonna dm u for a second
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@Dartz Thanks
