Skip to content
Skins
  • Light
  • Brite
  • Cerulean
  • Cosmo
  • Flatly
  • Journal
  • Litera
  • Lumen
  • Lux
  • Materia
  • Minty
  • Morph
  • Pulse
  • Sandstone
  • Simplex
  • Sketchy
  • Spacelab
  • United
  • Yeti
  • Zephyr
  • Dark
  • Cyborg
  • Darkly
  • Quartz
  • Slate
  • Solar
  • Superhero
  • Vapor

  • Default (Zephyr)
  • No Skin
Collapse
Brand Logo
  1. Home
  2. IRL Updates, Blogs & News.
  3. I’m genuinely so [censored] scared (guys help idk what to do /srs)

I’m genuinely so [censored] scared (guys help idk what to do /srs)

Scheduled Pinned Locked Moved IRL Updates, Blogs & News.
28 Posts 6 Posters 1.0k Views 5 Watching
  • Oldest to Newest
  • Newest to Oldest
  • Most Votes
Reply
  • Reply as topic
Log in to reply
This topic has been deleted. Only users with topic management privileges can see it.
  • french_fry_guy
    french_fry_guy
    french_fry_guy
    Jr. Moderator
    wrote on last edited by
    #5

    I just feel bad because my mom HAS worked hard for her name, but she has made my life into a fight, flight, or freeze response since I was NINE. HOW can you look at a NINE year old and not feel sorry after making them cry after you just yelled at them?

    Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

    Royal Zest is Cannon <33
    IMG_0541.jpeg

    1 Reply Last reply
    0
    • french_fry_guy
      french_fry_guy
      french_fry_guy
      Jr. Moderator
      wrote on last edited by
      #6

      My mom isn’t home yet but she will be soon, what should I do? /srs

      Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

      Royal Zest is Cannon <33
      IMG_0541.jpeg

      1 Reply Last reply
      0
      • TwoTimee
        TwoTimee
        TwoTimee
        | Alterhuman Amarah x Oliver Spawnist Devote yourself Glory to the Spawn
        wrote on last edited by
        #7

        i hope u and your siblings get out of that hell :ccc
        /srs
        (try not to provoke them..???? idk how to help)

        Fahhh

        french_fry_guy 1 Reply Last reply
        1
        • TwoTimee TwoTimee

          i hope u and your siblings get out of that hell :ccc
          /srs
          (try not to provoke them..???? idk how to help)

          french_fry_guy
          french_fry_guy
          french_fry_guy
          Jr. Moderator
          wrote on last edited by
          #8

          @TwoTimee thanks man, and I’m gonna try. I’m just so scared

          Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

          Royal Zest is Cannon <33
          IMG_0541.jpeg

          TwoTimee 1 Reply Last reply
          0
          • thatguy
            thatguy
            thatguy
            Bisexual 💙💜🩷 shrek geetar I ♥ Nirvana Arctic Monkeys♥ MCRMY green day ♥ csh fans Red Hot Chilli Peppers smashing pumpkins rat in a cage But 20$ is 20$ Gonna Shit This Down And he was a fairy #friendshit peakest even PUMKIN 🔥 🍮𝓅𝓊𝒹𝒹𝒾𝓃🥄 ˚₊‧ sweetpuddin ppl Tarmac fw<3 Fry Guys!! auntie menhera's neices, nephews and niblings #joypilled #fuckmybakalife Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ song of the day
            wrote on last edited by
            #9

            I know you have heard this multiple times already but I do hope sh!t does get better. By the sounds of it you could prob spend a bit of time at a friend's house but I'm not sure the full extent of that. Good luck tho soldier 🫡

            Woah it's that guy (⁠‘⁠◉⁠⌓⁠◉⁠’⁠)

            french_fry_guy 1 Reply Last reply
            1
            • thatguy thatguy

              I know you have heard this multiple times already but I do hope sh!t does get better. By the sounds of it you could prob spend a bit of time at a friend's house but I'm not sure the full extent of that. Good luck tho soldier 🫡

              french_fry_guy
              french_fry_guy
              french_fry_guy
              Jr. Moderator
              wrote on last edited by french_fry_guy
              #10

              @thatguy tysm man, Savior almost made me cry earlier because he was telling me how I could live with him and become his brother. I wish I could live that life, I don’t know where to start tho. Not to mention I don’t know what would happen to my sisters
              (Also, shit isn’t censored btw lol)

              Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

              Royal Zest is Cannon <33
              IMG_0541.jpeg

              thatguy 1 Reply Last reply
              1
              • french_fry_guy french_fry_guy

                @thatguy tysm man, Savior almost made me cry earlier because he was telling me how I could live with him and become his brother. I wish I could live that life, I don’t know where to start tho. Not to mention I don’t know what would happen to my sisters
                (Also, shit isn’t censored btw lol)

                thatguy
                thatguy
                thatguy
                Bisexual 💙💜🩷 shrek geetar I ♥ Nirvana Arctic Monkeys♥ MCRMY green day ♥ csh fans Red Hot Chilli Peppers smashing pumpkins rat in a cage But 20$ is 20$ Gonna Shit This Down And he was a fairy #friendshit peakest even PUMKIN 🔥 🍮𝓅𝓊𝒹𝒹𝒾𝓃🥄 ˚₊‧ sweetpuddin ppl Tarmac fw<3 Fry Guys!! auntie menhera's neices, nephews and niblings #joypilled #fuckmybakalife Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ song of the day
                wrote on last edited by
                #11

                @french_fry_guy I hope there will be a solution that works out for you and your siblings

                Woah it's that guy (⁠‘⁠◉⁠⌓⁠◉⁠’⁠)

                1 Reply Last reply
                0
                • Noctis
                  Noctis
                  Noctis
                  Be Yourself With All Your Might
                  wrote on last edited by Noctis
                  #12

                  That seems like a big deal, Them hurting your sisters and you for no reason at all? You know child abuse is against the rules.

                  Whenever they threaten to kill you or worse you might as well tell them that you would call the police or something related.

                  They see you as a liar yes but for sure inside their minds they are not sure. Anyways good idea keeping an emergency kit or backpack because that can come in handy which parent is worse could already have a gun or knife so sneak some food or water and keep some currency just in case that happens.

                  You are not a liar I can tell you are a very responsible and mature person who will look out for your little sisters.

                  Either a god send you to protect them from your mother.

                  Just please keep being yourself and do not change who you are because of them.

                  french_fry_guy 1 Reply Last reply
                  1
                  • Noctis Noctis

                    That seems like a big deal, Them hurting your sisters and you for no reason at all? You know child abuse is against the rules.

                    Whenever they threaten to kill you or worse you might as well tell them that you would call the police or something related.

                    They see you as a liar yes but for sure inside their minds they are not sure. Anyways good idea keeping an emergency kit or backpack because that can come in handy which parent is worse could already have a gun or knife so sneak some food or water and keep some currency just in case that happens.

                    You are not a liar I can tell you are a very responsible and mature person who will look out for your little sisters.

                    Either a god send you to protect them from your mother.

                    Just please keep being yourself and do not change who you are because of them.

                    french_fry_guy
                    french_fry_guy
                    french_fry_guy
                    Jr. Moderator
                    wrote on last edited by french_fry_guy
                    #13

                    @Noctis my mom hasn’t [physically] hurt me in a long time but they used to hit my baby sister (not the face thankfully) and my mom and sister got into a physical fight a few weeks ago

                    They’ve never threatened to kill me and I don’t think they would ever be that extreme. I probably don’t need to pack food/water because I would just go to Savior or someone else’s house for a while.

                    Thanks though, I’m trying to not let them get to me. I don’t think I’m in the wrong for feeling the way I do.

                    The abuse I’m talking about is more psychological. My mom does something physical very rarely but when that happened between her and my sister I couldn’t eat at my house for a good two days. I mean when they guilt me or literally call me delusional and a liar.

                    Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                    Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                    IMG_0541.jpeg

                    1 Reply Last reply
                    0
                    • french_fry_guy french_fry_guy

                      @TwoTimee thanks man, and I’m gonna try. I’m just so scared

                      TwoTimee
                      TwoTimee
                      TwoTimee
                      | Alterhuman Amarah x Oliver Spawnist Devote yourself Glory to the Spawn
                      wrote on last edited by
                      #14

                      @french_fry_guy stay safe!!!

                      Fahhh

                      1 Reply Last reply
                      0
                      • french_fry_guy
                        french_fry_guy
                        french_fry_guy
                        Jr. Moderator
                        wrote on last edited by
                        #15

                        @Graveyard_artz please show this to Savior (F) if he hasnt seen it

                        Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                        Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                        IMG_0541.jpeg

                        1 Reply Last reply
                        0
                        • french_fry_guy
                          french_fry_guy
                          french_fry_guy
                          Jr. Moderator
                          wrote on last edited by
                          #16

                          Update: my parents took and "hid" my iPad. I found it and was able to clear my history but idk if they've gone through it. My mom isn't home but she will be in about 30 minutes and I'm really nervous. I might not be able to be on my iPad until Monday and I might not be able to go to Homecoming because of this :[

                          Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                          Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                          IMG_0541.jpeg

                          1 Reply Last reply
                          0
                          • french_fry_guy
                            french_fry_guy
                            french_fry_guy
                            Jr. Moderator
                            wrote on last edited by
                            #17

                            I'm really scared that I won't be able to contact anyone if I end up in trouble because they have my iPad. I don't know Savior or my best friend's numbers off the top of my head so idk what I would do. I have where my best friend lives pretty much memorized but only do they live about a mile or so away I don't know how their parents would react

                            Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                            Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                            IMG_0541.jpeg

                            1 Reply Last reply
                            0
                            • french_fry_guy
                              french_fry_guy
                              french_fry_guy
                              Jr. Moderator
                              wrote on last edited by
                              #18

                              After "talk" update: the only thing that happened was my mom sat me down and told me to stop talking about my homelife and that I have no right talking about it. She was gonna make me take down my posters and pride flag but she took away my homecoming instead.

                              Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                              Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                              IMG_0541.jpeg

                              1 Reply Last reply
                              0
                              • french_fry_guy
                                french_fry_guy
                                french_fry_guy
                                Jr. Moderator
                                wrote on last edited by french_fry_guy
                                #19

                                I don't know who or what to be mad at. Be mad at myself for reaching out? Be mad at my friend for telling their mom in the first place? Be mad at the adults that went back to my mom after they promised they wouldn't? This is why I don't trust adults. My freshman homecoming gone because I had the audacity to dare tell my friends (that I trust) my homelife? I'm just happy that's the only thing that happened.

                                Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                                Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                                IMG_0541.jpeg

                                1 Reply Last reply
                                0
                                • The_Traveller95
                                  The_Traveller95
                                  The_Traveller95
                                  wrote on last edited by
                                  #20

                                  My friend, I was in the same place as you a while ago. I was psychologically abused with constant criticism about my music, and was thrusted into heavy depression. I got help from good friends of mine, and you know what I did? I ran, I ran and found a friends house that I had been to multiple times in my life and took refuge. I'm not suggesting that you do what I did, but do what you think is right.

                                  The Traveller and Kermit the Frog and the Skeleton with guns and the Rock and the Rook and the British police and Verity were here

                                  french_fry_guy 1 Reply Last reply
                                  1
                                  • I'mmaleandboard
                                    I'mmaleandboard
                                    I'mmaleandboard
                                    Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ Horror Movie obsession Nintendo Switch Users amogus #team lemonade! Certified AC/DC Fan 67 mustard bluds 3DS Users & 2DS Users Adventure Time Fanz ##adhd simps friends but cool BrowseDNS Army and Military come if you like fortnite =uwu= duncanyounot Single high af
                                    wrote on last edited by
                                    #21

                                    gang I would have punched my mom out

                                    french_fry_guy 1 Reply Last reply
                                    0
                                    • The_Traveller95 The_Traveller95

                                      My friend, I was in the same place as you a while ago. I was psychologically abused with constant criticism about my music, and was thrusted into heavy depression. I got help from good friends of mine, and you know what I did? I ran, I ran and found a friends house that I had been to multiple times in my life and took refuge. I'm not suggesting that you do what I did, but do what you think is right.

                                      french_fry_guy
                                      french_fry_guy
                                      french_fry_guy
                                      Jr. Moderator
                                      wrote on last edited by
                                      #22

                                      @The_Traveler95 I want to so bad, I'm just scared that they'll find me. I'm scared to leave my sisters and family behind. What if they're right and I'm just delusional? But I'm happy you're safe though ^^

                                      Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                                      Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                                      IMG_0541.jpeg

                                      The_Traveller95 1 Reply Last reply
                                      0
                                      • I'mmaleandboard I'mmaleandboard

                                        gang I would have punched my mom out

                                        french_fry_guy
                                        french_fry_guy
                                        french_fry_guy
                                        Jr. Moderator
                                        wrote on last edited by
                                        #23

                                        @I-mmaleandboard If I did that I would be in the hospital 💔

                                        Elliot, He/Any. Even if a topic doesn’t directly violate the TOS I will lock it if I feel it will cause an argument. My DMs are always open if you need to talk about anything!

                                        Royal Zest is Cannon <33
                                        IMG_0541.jpeg

                                        1 Reply Last reply
                                        0
                                        • The_Traveller95
                                          The_Traveller95
                                          The_Traveller95
                                          wrote on last edited by
                                          #24

                                          Okay, I just reread your full story. The [censored] does your mum mean "reputation"? Her reputation was already destroyed when she married the one who called you delusional. I totally understand that you don't want to leave your sisters behind and I get that. Maybe consider going to a trusted teacher at your school, or maybe Savior's parents about the situation. Just a suggestion.

                                          The Traveller and Kermit the Frog and the Skeleton with guns and the Rock and the Rook and the British police and Verity were here

                                          1 Reply Last reply
                                          0

                                          Hello! It looks like you're interested in this conversation, but you don't have an account yet.

                                          Getting fed up of having to scroll through the same posts each visit? When you register for an account, you'll always come back to exactly where you were before, and choose to be notified of new replies (either via email, or push notification). You'll also be able to save bookmarks and upvote posts to show your appreciation to other community members.

                                          With your input, this post could be even better 💗

                                          Register Login
                                          Reply
                                          • Reply as topic
                                          Log in to reply
                                          • Oldest to Newest
                                          • Newest to Oldest
                                          • Most Votes


                                          • 1
                                          • 2
                                          • Login

                                          • Don't have an account? Register

                                          • Login or register to search.
                                          • First post
                                            Last post
                                          0