hello welcome to heaven whats the first thing you would do?

[kay]

make myself go back to the gates of heaven and hell and go to hell instead U^U

[logen churchel]

@kay is there a reason you would want eternal punishment instead of eternal slack?

[kay]

my thoughts they have to deal with a lot of horrible things

[kay]

warning im about to say things that probably will be very bad

[logen churchel]

@kay well you arent alone many people have to deal will awfull things just know that if you talk to someone you trust about those things they can help you along the way

[logen churchel]

@kay thats ok ive heard of worse.

[kay]

for example i think about killing people but i never act on those thoughts i just think about what gruesome things i can do to them and how to get away with

[kay]

@logen-churchel thanks

[logen churchel]

@kay that is a thought that comes across many people at random times sometimes i have those thoughts too. but the best thing to do is not act on those thoughts.

[logen churchel]

@kay your welcome. anything that helps

[kay]

yeah i dont act on my thoughts i sometimes just cry to myself whenever im in the shower or alone at school

[kay]

well i have to go so text you later and have a good rest of your day or night

[logen churchel]

@kay see you later you too

[logen churchel]

@kay everyone deals with depression. we are social creatures the best thing to do is talk about it with someone we trust

[lollapalooza]

@logen-churchel yep
THIS