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(this isnt aimed, this is jus public, this isnt ab ppl not knowing things.)
tw// gore..???
what you dont comprehend is how DIFFICULT it is to be different. im so fucking insecure about every little thing about me that it HURTS. i hate when people s3xu@lize me, i hate when people DONT appreciate my body, i hate the jokes, i cant fucking stand being so conflicted. its like this, your put in a box at a young age to where you dont fit in according to society's standards. if you dont live up to a certain expectation, your a nobody. thats how it is. thats how it always will be. i dont fit in well with anyone, im aware of it. utterly. entirely. completely. i know. i would fucking kill, and scrape and scratch and tear apart my fucking skin off of my bones and body all over just to remake it into something people would actually notice. its a pain. i make jokes about it, or i'll laugh it off, but every fucking time it makes me want to sit on the floor pull my hair out scream my head off and fucking sob until i pass out. its not fair. "lifes not fair" okay, tell me why the fuck everyone else is so fucking pretty and im not??? why cant i have it? whats wrong with me, huh? why cant i be skinnier, why cant my fingers be slimmer, why cant my face be softer, why cant i look at myself in the mirror for too long without wanting to break it? and i understand people have theyre own issues, theyre own insecurities. but theyre so pretty.. and talented.. and have social skills, and know how to do so many fucking things that i could only IMAGINE doing, that i could only DREAM of. its not my life. its not "who i am". who i am. who i am doesnt define me anymore, it hasnt for the past 3 fucking years. im just going along with it until society gets fucking fed up with me. i dont have any aspects of myself i wouldnt fucking change. im entirely so fucking disgusting i make myself want to puke. i hate it. i hate myself. im never going to be pretty enough. i need to except that. -
ima say everythin in dms >3
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You said yourself, life is not fair.
Im sorry for you, I understand you. I sometime feel like I don't fit.
But we can't give up now. Beauty is also super subjective. You can find yourself ugly but some will find you super attractive. I don't want to force you to love yourself, I want you to know other can love you for more that what you look like.Still winnin
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You said yourself, life is not fair.
Im sorry for you, I understand you. I sometime feel like I don't fit.
But we can't give up now. Beauty is also super subjective. You can find yourself ugly but some will find you super attractive. I don't want to force you to love yourself, I want you to know other can love you for more that what you look like.@kimpinereal thank you.. i know im just, ugh. i want to feel something.
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true im really am sorry for that ive felt once that im js ugly and i learned that ppl who act that judging you by looks are not real so i started to look more carefull of who im friends whith but we all love you @damon remembere we here for you
1-800-FLEX-TILL-DEATH
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true im really am sorry for that ive felt once that im js ugly and i learned that ppl who act that judging you by looks are not real so i started to look more carefull of who im friends whith but we all love you @damon remembere we here for you
@jojo thank you.. its more me than anyone else.. i guess i just want 2 feel something.
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n If any bitch makes another post talking abt other ppl for vent posts then i'ma literally break in thru their window on spot :3
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n If any bitch makes another post talking abt other ppl for vent posts then i'ma literally break in thru their window on spot :3
@Cybertrash0vtxxy as u should..
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@Cybertrash0vtxxy as u should..
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@damon LMAOO... can u imagine that tho? some1 breakin in thru ur window is actually wild
@Cybertrash0vtxxy Id do it/j
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i did it once before
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it was fun
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@jojo bro's a diff breed
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well i ended up getting jumped by my friends big brother
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You said yourself, life is not fair.
Im sorry for you, I understand you. I sometime feel like I don't fit.
But we can't give up now. Beauty is also super subjective. You can find yourself ugly but some will find you super attractive. I don't want to force you to love yourself, I want you to know other can love you for more that what you look like.@kimpinereal as an "ugly person" atp my only solace is having a developed personality
growing up ugly kinda forces u to resort to that\'-'/
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@kimpinereal as an "ugly person" atp my only solace is having a developed personality
growing up ugly kinda forces u to resort to that@lollapalooza What made me change how I feel about myself is that some people told me I was ugly but others find me good looking. It really depend who look at you imo
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(this isnt aimed, this is jus public, this isnt ab ppl not knowing things.)
tw// gore..???
what you dont comprehend is how DIFFICULT it is to be different. im so fucking insecure about every little thing about me that it HURTS. i hate when people s3xu@lize me, i hate when people DONT appreciate my body, i hate the jokes, i cant fucking stand being so conflicted. its like this, your put in a box at a young age to where you dont fit in according to society's standards. if you dont live up to a certain expectation, your a nobody. thats how it is. thats how it always will be. i dont fit in well with anyone, im aware of it. utterly. entirely. completely. i know. i would fucking kill, and scrape and scratch and tear apart my fucking skin off of my bones and body all over just to remake it into something people would actually notice. its a pain. i make jokes about it, or i'll laugh it off, but every fucking time it makes me want to sit on the floor pull my hair out scream my head off and fucking sob until i pass out. its not fair. "lifes not fair" okay, tell me why the fuck everyone else is so fucking pretty and im not??? why cant i have it? whats wrong with me, huh? why cant i be skinnier, why cant my fingers be slimmer, why cant my face be softer, why cant i look at myself in the mirror for too long without wanting to break it? and i understand people have theyre own issues, theyre own insecurities. but theyre so pretty.. and talented.. and have social skills, and know how to do so many fucking things that i could only IMAGINE doing, that i could only DREAM of. its not my life. its not "who i am". who i am. who i am doesnt define me anymore, it hasnt for the past 3 fucking years. im just going along with it until society gets fucking fed up with me. i dont have any aspects of myself i wouldnt fucking change. im entirely so fucking disgusting i make myself want to puke. i hate it. i hate myself. im never going to be pretty enough. i need to except that.@damon being sexualize is the worst had something like that to happen to me before probably back in 2022 on instagram on my backup account i was responded to one of dm's i had the conversation was normal until they sent some nasty videos i said wrong person they said no then they said heard you like blank something honestly knew they were sexualize big time
if it ain't xo then it gotta go
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@damon being sexualize is the worst had something like that to happen to me before probably back in 2022 on instagram on my backup account i was responded to one of dm's i had the conversation was normal until they sent some nasty videos i said wrong person they said no then they said heard you like blank something honestly knew they were sexualize big time
@taytayy u missed half of the point...
but im sorry that happened 2 u
