i cant do this anymore...

[logen churchel]

this other person asked and she said yes...

[logen churchel]

i thought she cared about me...

[ㅤㅤㅤ]

ur life doesnt have to stay like this, when u turn 18 u have so much more possibilities, u can get a better therapist, u can live somewhere else with ppl who like u how u r, u can try out new things, u can find YOUR reason to live, u can change everything about ur life, ur so close to finally be able to do things u couldnt do before, i dont wanna tell u what to do, i just wanna let u know of all the possibilities that WILL open up for u

[A Former User]

She Doesn't. But We Do Care.

[ㅤㅤㅤ]

if u end it now u might never find out what there is to be enjoyed about life

[Jdez27]

@eepy-kirbo preach

[A Former User]

ik this is sad nd all, and i do not mean this in any offensive or rude manner but.. if u were going to attempt ... wouldn't u not tell any1 n have tried by now .. ??? im jus curious , but either way , ppl do care ab u , it ain worth it fr

[logen churchel]

i have tried killing myself before but ive never had enough motivation to do it..

[logen churchel]

but now i do.

[A Former User]

No.

[Jdez27]

stop trying

[Jdez27]

just stop and think about the best in life

[logen churchel]

fine.. i wont do it. for now... but i see no point in waiting for the inevitable when i can instead control it.

[Jdez27]

at 18 you can do pretty much anything

[Jdez27]

You can find people that appreciate you, like us

[logen churchel]

ill try..

[Jdez27]

Don't try, Do it

[Jdez27]

you can, I believe it

[ㅤㅤㅤ]

most suicidal people dont want to die but rather to escape something and they think the only exit is death, but when u turn 18 theres nothing to hold u back, u can go ur own way, and tell me do u really want to pass on all these possibilitys that open up when u turn 18? if u dont know what possibilitys or what to do then how about u make a bucketlist? make one urself or take one from the internet, do things u always wanted to do but never could, do some exiting cool stuff and think again if u want to throw all of this away

[logen churchel]

well for one thing i guess i want to meet the love of my life..