Thank you to everyone who has responded. The amount of support is overwhelming! I've read every reply so far and it touches my heart to know that some people do actually care.
@Enrique-chan damn that sucks. my brother told my grandma about dns and then she went through my acc(i signed her into the alt). I'm soooo glad i made that alt acc bro. I wouldn't be here without it . But i'm gonna miss you if you do leave.
So My mom and dad arn't really inlove they look at eachother in a hatred way and they smoke and the drink mostly my dad and there more friends then actually a couple and it breaks my heart or they say whos your favourite parent not in a joke way their serious when they say that I say both but sometimes I wanna say neither but i'm scared to get yelled at they don't understand what they put on me but I stay in my room not wanting to get involved with them yelling at eachother and my sister left and its been hard without her and my brother gonna leave to college so ill be alone and I will have nobody because I have no friends except fake people and I just feel sad I wish I was happy like everyone else my mom when i'm sad shes like ''be positive or ur lifes gonna gdt worse'' but its already worse and its because of her so yah my lifes just bad ig
