Im gonna lose myself fr

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

Its always the same thing

Wake up miserable
Brush Teeth
Dont even bother eating breakfast at all
see some brand new mentally torturing controversy
decreased amount of time on BDNS
Cry on the inside
Get harassed 3/4th's of my day
slowly walk to my home
Lay on my own bed with this hollow blank stare as if my soul left my own skin and flesh
eat dinner
Just decay in my own room.

When can reality go back to the way it was in the 2010's

But worse of all is the cruel agonizing pain that things are going to be worse than 2024 and 2025 combined together.

i just cant, im losing myself piece by piece until im just a mangled mess of disfigurement and guilt