this is goodbye.

420am

hey guys, Ghoulz here. today is a sad day for me, because today i shall be leaving BDNS forever. i feel like i've done my part on here, i've brung people together, but I've also split people apart, and thats not a good thing to do online and im scared that im gonna be booed off the platform and face serious backlash, and allegations. now dont ask who's lives i've destroyed, because i've lost count now. so im leaving for the great or good. Thank you everyone who's helped me through the toughest times in my life and i'd like to shout out a few people, @Marii, @lovejoy, @Spectre-Vaporeon

lovejoy

@Nytro-The-Husky no, plz dont do it. it wont be the same without. plz get help

Almond

@Nytro-The-Husky Im gonna miss you buddy, ill truly miss you.

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Noooooooo. Whyyy. Dude dont go. Pls

lollapalooza

@Nytro-The-Husky I'm gonna miss u bud.
You sure?
I hope you do great wherever you head next and chatting with you was super fun
unless you change your mind
Farewell

lea

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wait a sec-- @Nytro-The-Husky you're not gonna off yourself-- RIGHT ?!?!?!

Almond

@Lee-Minho No, he stated that he plans to leave bdns.

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@Marii sorry, my English is still bad, ive been learning for like, 2 month n 2 weeks thanks for the clear up

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@Marii btw in French, mari, is husband, sry i just thought that that was something interesting n u can pick up girls/guys w it, lol.

420am

im not changing my mind, im commiting, theres many things i need to do elsewhere, it could take years, i also rlly feel like killing myself bcz everythings so mentally challenging, but its worth the risk. Goodbye BDNS! ill miss all of you!

420am

also, im leaving for self improvement, as i stated in my original post, im saying this due to ppl reaching out bcz they think im "mentally unwell"

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@Nytro-The-Husky please dont commit, it is not the way out, i am the oldest of 225 bros and 1 girl...there are (including me) only 13 of us left....the girl is fine tho....physically, PLEASE do NOT commit. people love AND CARE ABOUT YOU, ive tried it myself...multiple times, so please im begging you, only work on self improvement, but please, DONT kill yourself, because, you never know what's gonna happen next, n, ive a lotta friends who've...yk...been there, done that n in the long run they felt really REALLY regretful. what i always do when i feel like it, is i just go to a field at night n look up at the stars like, damn, life is beautiful with its own ups n downs in life, and i can promise you, 100%, in the long run, it'll all be worth it if you just stick around. PLEASE DO NOT KILL YOURSELF IT IS NOT THE WAY OUT NOR IS IT WORTH IT. i hope you're okay,

Sincerely,

Minho.

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@Nytro-The-Husky, theres a saying i always tel people,

Life, is like a piano, the black keys resemble the good, n the black keys resemble the bad. But with out both, there's really no music at all.

please rethink this whole thing bcz life is beautiful n you dont really know if theres an afterlife, life is short, so ENJOY IT, my dms are ALWAYS open. you ever need anybody IM HERE !!

sending lots of love and support,
-Minho.

Almond

@Nytro-The-Husky Wait no.. we can talk this out, right? you can't do that please

420am

smh, im not commiting, im working on myself atm, im battling an addiction to cocaine, and working on myself, tryna figure things out. now stahp making me come back on here, it just reminds me of what i've done.