I hate my life
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I genuinely [censored] hate my life, anything and everything to do with me just is shit. My parents are hardly my parents, they do not give a flying [censored] about me. Whenever I tell people about it they're like 'Oh, well I'm sure they must still love you' no they [censored] don't. How badly can I [censored] up my life in seven years? a lot, i'll tell you that. All my friends are going out to parties and messaging eachother on their phones while I feel like i'm way behind in a completely different world. I just want to feel normal for once, I don't want to always feel anxious having to lie and make up excuses for having shitty parents. I literally have nobody to talk to so I used to write my feelings down but then my parents found it and said that I purposely wrote it so that they'd find it. I hate my life, I HATE IT
