I’m genuinely so [censored] scared (guys help idk what to do /srs)

[thatguy]

@french_fry_guy I hope there will be a solution that works out for you and your siblings

[Noctis]

That seems like a big deal, Them hurting your sisters and you for no reason at all? You know child abuse is against the rules.

Whenever they threaten to kill you or worse you might as well tell them that you would call the police or something related.

They see you as a liar yes but for sure inside their minds they are not sure. Anyways good idea keeping an emergency kit or backpack because that can come in handy which parent is worse could already have a gun or knife so sneak some food or water and keep some currency just in case that happens.

You are not a liar I can tell you are a very responsible and mature person who will look out for your little sisters.

Either a god send you to protect them from your mother.

Just please keep being yourself and do not change who you are because of them.

[french_fry_guy]

@Noctis my mom hasn’t [physically] hurt me in a long time but they used to hit my baby sister (not the face thankfully) and my mom and sister got into a physical fight a few weeks ago

They’ve never threatened to kill me and I don’t think they would ever be that extreme. I probably don’t need to pack food/water because I would just go to Savior or someone else’s house for a while.

Thanks though, I’m trying to not let them get to me. I don’t think I’m in the wrong for feeling the way I do.

The abuse I’m talking about is more psychological. My mom does something physical very rarely but when that happened between her and my sister I couldn’t eat at my house for a good two days. I mean when they guilt me or literally call me delusional and a liar.

[TwoTimee]

@french_fry_guy stay safe!!!

[french_fry_guy]

@Graveyard_artz please show this to Savior (F) if he hasnt seen it

[french_fry_guy]

Update: my parents took and "hid" my iPad. I found it and was able to clear my history but idk if they've gone through it. My mom isn't home but she will be in about 30 minutes and I'm really nervous. I might not be able to be on my iPad until Monday and I might not be able to go to Homecoming because of this :[

[french_fry_guy]

I'm really scared that I won't be able to contact anyone if I end up in trouble because they have my iPad. I don't know Savior or my best friend's numbers off the top of my head so idk what I would do. I have where my best friend lives pretty much memorized but only do they live about a mile or so away I don't know how their parents would react

[french_fry_guy]

After "talk" update: the only thing that happened was my mom sat me down and told me to stop talking about my homelife and that I have no right talking about it. She was gonna make me take down my posters and pride flag but she took away my homecoming instead.

[french_fry_guy]

I don't know who or what to be mad at. Be mad at myself for reaching out? Be mad at my friend for telling their mom in the first place? Be mad at the adults that went back to my mom after they promised they wouldn't? This is why I don't trust adults. My freshman homecoming gone because I had the audacity to dare tell my friends (that I trust) my homelife? I'm just happy that's the only thing that happened.

[The_Traveller95]

My friend, I was in the same place as you a while ago. I was psychologically abused with constant criticism about my music, and was thrusted into heavy depression. I got help from good friends of mine, and you know what I did? I ran, I ran and found a friends house that I had been to multiple times in my life and took refuge. I'm not suggesting that you do what I did, but do what you think is right.

[I'mmaleandboard]

gang I would have punched my mom out

[french_fry_guy]

@The_Traveler95 I want to so bad, I'm just scared that they'll find me. I'm scared to leave my sisters and family behind. What if they're right and I'm just delusional? But I'm happy you're safe though ^^

[french_fry_guy]

@I-mmaleandboard If I did that I would be in the hospital

[The_Traveller95]

Okay, I just reread your full story. The [censored] does your mum mean "reputation"? Her reputation was already destroyed when she married the one who called you delusional. I totally understand that you don't want to leave your sisters behind and I get that. Maybe consider going to a trusted teacher at your school, or maybe Savior's parents about the situation. Just a suggestion.

[The_Traveller95]

@french_fry_guy When I was planning to run away, I thought as well if i was wrong about running, but my instincts told me "Run, run like you know what to do" I still ponder about it today in fact.