i cant do this anymore...

[Jdez27]

just stop and think about the best in life

[logen churchel]

fine.. i wont do it. for now... but i see no point in waiting for the inevitable when i can instead control it.

[Jdez27]

at 18 you can do pretty much anything

[Jdez27]

You can find people that appreciate you, like us

[logen churchel]

ill try..

[Jdez27]

Don't try, Do it

[Jdez27]

you can, I believe it

[ㅤㅤㅤ]

most suicidal people dont want to die but rather to escape something and they think the only exit is death, but when u turn 18 theres nothing to hold u back, u can go ur own way, and tell me do u really want to pass on all these possibilitys that open up when u turn 18? if u dont know what possibilitys or what to do then how about u make a bucketlist? make one urself or take one from the internet, do things u always wanted to do but never could, do some exiting cool stuff and think again if u want to throw all of this away

[logen churchel]

well for one thing i guess i want to meet the love of my life..

[logen churchel]

i want to get married.

[logen churchel]

i want to have children

[logen churchel]

i also wanted to expand the xaric brotherhood into a full company

[A Former User]

There It Is!

[logen churchel]

then i want to actually buy a property for the xaroes to be in.

[A Former User]

Also, Speaking Of Xaric Brotherhood, How Do I Become Rank 4?

[logen churchel]

to become rank four you need to take a form

[logen churchel]

which i have not made yet so the only people in that group are the first members and also the people i promised higher ranks

[logen churchel]

but i can get to making that now.

[A Former User]

Honestly You Should Make A Rank 5.

[ㅤㅤㅤ]

if ur religion has something like a pilgrimage then id also suggest that, u can meet great people and get closer to urself and ur god