My life

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We were like identical twins. Naturally I developed feelings for her bc im poly, so Iasked her out, she said yes and I THOUGHT i had the ok from dan, but he wound up saying some mean stuff to Katelyn, so i brok up with him

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Katelyn was concerned bc she liked Dan, and I did my best to console her. Time passes and i Wind up here and now, when dan messages me saying katelyn is with him now

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I've yet to hear from katelyn, but my understanding of the situation is that My gf left me for dan, who was actually her ex, and also my ex

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My life is a joke, this has happened too many times to be coincidence. This is a call for help. I don't know what I should even do anymore. I know pursuing love is pointless for me, but I can't stop trying. I've neared suicide 3 times now because of this. Should I receive updates on the situation, i will make new replies here

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@LTempral Okay, so ik I'm not a therapist, but... I have honestly given advice... so... I think you should try to get over them bc ik idek you but you are SOOOOO much better than them!!!!!!!! I've been through similar relationships, and ik FIRST HAND that letting people get under your skin will only make it worse

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@PrincessLillie they dont even bother me its bc it keeps happening

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@LTempral oh

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@PrincessLillie like my love life is an infinite loop of not being good enough and its torture. I literally want to die bc nobody would miss me anymore

[PrincessLillie]

NO DON'T DIE

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@PrincessLillie why not tho, its not like I have anyone that would miss me

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Update: everything is back to the way it was before this happened