A nightmare that I have happen quite often is where I lose the people I care about, everytime they pass in a different way, and they always scream at me calling me names and hurting me for doing nothing to save them, when I'm forced to watch and I can't even blink nor move as it happens. The main constant is seeing my friend well ex-friend Dawn take there life the same way they did Irl and blaming me for it. (sorry if this Is seen as a trauma dump, I can delete this post if needed)