one step closer but four steps back
One more look at you, i'll have a heart attack
I loved you by the way
I can stare but I wish I could stay
stay in your arms, stay in your arms forever

I don't remember this, but uh- kewl

SECHS SIEBEN

Is this your face reveal?!

I swear I saw something similar on youtube once

It starts here.
overwhelmed.
The sudden gift of tastes, smells, noises
The sight of giants, watching you like a television
One thought crosses your tiny, underdeveloped mind
I don't want to return to the big, blue room.

You're crying
Confused by the sheer amount of pain you're experiencing
You're taken into a room, almost familiar
Unknown deja vu?
Your arm gets forced into a block
already collecting buckets of sweat
You don't understand what's going on
But you understand one thing.
I don't want to return to the big, blue room.

You're much bigger now
but you still feel small on the inside
Scared to move an inch incase your frail bones snap
The ones you love most surrounding you
looking down at you with eyes coated with an emotion you're yet to register
You're in the room, the big fading room
What colour is it?
...Blue

So I've just uploaded the first chapter to my new series called 'You'll always have my heart' it's about a girl called Layenette and a future unexpected romance??? I say no more. But if you're interested, it's now uploaded under 'YourAriesBestie' on Ao3. It's not spicy either <3

A lil song I wrote inspired by Laufrey

Maybe we were meant to be
Maybe it was out anatomy
But boy, I think you're the one for me
or maybe that's just wishful thinking

But I thought I saw the signs
Read in between the blurring lines
But clearly you were never the man for me

I saw a movie in my head
Stemmed from the books I'd once read
Replayed the scenes that never happened
I directed the film you never, truly starred in

You didn't know who you were leading on
Well, make this a movie marathon i've just ended
Because between me and yourself
You're the character i'm constantly casting out

Maybe mentally, I thought you were the guy for me
Maybe in my head you were the things you never claimed to be
Maybe I thought you were the right one for me.

If cars ran on my tears, they'd be racing forever
lost myself slowly, now we're never together
It's my fault sure, we grew apart
Why couldn't we rewind, go back to the start
It's tearing me up my insides, piece by piece
looks like I lost my brain, must be on lease
Meet me maybe, I'm always alone
had no calls lately, it feels empty on my phone
so change my feelings, make me feel fine
It's not like i'm missing you all of the time..

I still see the stains on the carpet from last summertime
The last of that wine, now probably considered 'mature'
I was dreading this summer, probably because it still reminds me of you
But why?
Was it the dandelions that flow, swiftly and beautifully
or the dogs you can't keep away, they'll bark all day
The snails that truly aren't aware they're so hated
Which is it?
I hardly see what I saw now, holy cow
You've changed.

Blood, Blood, BLOOD.

I could sense it, I could almost taste it, my mouth was turning into a bubble pit of that oh, so desirable red. Sure, I'd never tasted true human myself but the others always boasted about it's exclusivity and how only the finest could only truly admire it's taste. It was about time I shared a slice of the bloody meat pie. I swam closer, faster towards the temptation. Dinner time was near and I really couldn't wait much longer...

I could almost feel my heart ripping out of my chest just of pure, unfiltered excitement. All this swimming wasn't helping much either, sure I'd swam all my life but never this fast, never this motivated. I could hear the soft creaks of the boat approaching louder, louder. I was ready to strike, to pounce. I was ready. I'd imagined this moment maybe my entire life, but my fantasies couldn't even come close to this. I thought I was lucky, but boy never like this. THE BOAT HAD SUNK RIGHT INTO MY FINS! I took a swift, determined bite and all my sudden excitement turned into surprise. Human tasted awful! Human didn't come close to the sweet, better than tuna taste I'd imagined! Society is a LIE!! Talk about catfish, you should never trust the scheming little devils...

life's shown it's flaws, all of it all
You think life's getting better, then you just fall
falling... falling...
I hope the cycle ends, ends very soon
I know it will, hopefully noon?
life's unlucky, I sure know that
You made my life better, to you I tilt my hat
But all good things end, but not bad things too?
I'll always love life, though and through
it may be bad, but there'll be a high soon

@BritishUnity said in Shadows of Kin - Part 2: A Brothers Descent:

He had built a new life on the edges of society, a place where shadows were embraced rather than feared.

Love this line, I wonder who could the familiar face be??

I know this has probably been reported before but it's seriously annoying. My browser has been saying 'this feature is not available' for like two weeks straight. Is there actually any way to bypass it? it's been the only way of communication with my irl friends for the past 6 weeks </3

@ev.sebastian

Still can't do shit with mine

Earlier I tried getting on the web browser but it kept appearing with 'This feature is not available' I genuinely thought switchbru closed down.

Another thing, for some reason when it comes to certain group titles being displayed it appears with an error message and doesn't let me update my profile.

Try @genesect

She's pretty desperate for a boyfriend, last time I heard anyways