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So uh yeah, ik some pictures look different, some are old and I have a lot of makeup on lol

its definitely been hard, but im so glad i got away from drugs, it was all worth it in the end!!

so basically, I've been struggling with an ed for a long time, it was so bad that I restricted for abt 6 days and even lost my period, I passed out in the school bathroom and got nauseous even looking at food. I'm sorry I left for so long, I'm currently trying to get all my stuff together, I really am back now fr this time!!

basically, im in a trio with my 2 best friends, and every time something goes south, its somehow my fault. Today, me and friend #1, were perfectly fine, we were lauging and honestly just having a good time, then friend #2, texted friend #1 saying "im just trying to be nice" i then asked friend #1 what it was about. she told me nothing but then ignored me the whole time we were in the car, until friend #2, came in and friend #1 was like "omg friend #2!" and they were both ignoring me, then they started talking abt me and i could tell because when 1 person texted sum and put their phone down, the other would instantly picked up their phone, and it went like that. i then asked to go home and not one of them asked if i was okay.

idk what to do anymore. nobody ever appreciates me the way i do them.

i will rate everyones!

how did yall sleep?

@freedom-fries thank u!

@seal omg both of those are so good!! highly recommend cherry P.I.E., hair, or deep web!!

favorite $b song?? (recs?)

big mouth

Lowk just bored and I love roleplaying, so uh if you want to just lmk!

@sweetpuddin yeah I get that, it’s js that I don’t know how to reach out irl

I’m manic again, if you don’t know what mania is, it’s a big thing in bipolar 1, which I am, I hate being manic. I always do stupid shit I regret later, like cutting my hair, dying it a random color (but the haircut and color doesn’t look good at ALL), I stay up for days on end, though I’m not going tired, I just want to rest. Last time I was manic I cut off all my friends and didn’t feel bad at the time, now, I have some friendships I can never get back. I’m afraid I’m going to self sabotage again, I just need some good friends on here to talk to so I don’t self sabotage.

@Rorschach thank you!

sorry ive been offline a while, just a lot going on currently.

@D4rK_s3a said in im back yall:

I don’t know you but hi!

hii!!

sorry guys ive just had a really bad past few days