Face reveal Let Me Know What You Think Of Me.

For when its finally over turned away by another cold shoulder
Left me with so many question i try to wrap my head around it

but all roads lead the same another person a another version i find anonymous to me

Like a cold weather but i cant bother

words that have no meaning trying to hold on to something so seeming

feels so simple and strange

is it abandonment or loneliness?

isalotion i think slowly drives me away like a summer shower

they get harder and harder to desribe no form of familiarity
to this mortality

but i weep and beg it gets better and worse but all leads the same

thats the beauty in life there is no pattern to memorize
its pure rage hate pride, happiness
the world so unfamiliar filled with bliss

Your a loser with scars on your back you deformed loser

The sound of your voice, a joke a conversation-
The most simple things can change the weight of an entire day.

You are the light in the room when its dark.
a sign of peace in the chaos

I never thought when i met you
my whole world begin to change
like something missing finally found

I try to describe this feeling
but i can't-
I'm tongue twisted
lost in thoughts that rush faster than I can hold them
sweeping me away and leaving me astray

Every time I reach for it,
it slips through my hands again

Yet you remain-
an anchor in rough tides,
keeping me steady when I drift too far.

This feeling is so unfamiliar to me.
this caring, passion this kindness I cant fully understand.

It overwhelms me.
pulling me in but pushing me back at the same time..

When I put up walls to you defences built from fear.
You dont break them-
You simply find a way through.
Like you were never ment to be kept out.

You don't take advantage of my vulnerability.
You welcome it.
You understand it.

And when I was lost, you found me
You know the pain of being used
Of feeling broken and confused
Yet you choose to stay with me

You bring calm when the chaos starts
And stitch together the fractured parts
A world once painted gray and cold
Now filled with colors shine and bold

And though theses verses try there best
The truth remains within by chest
No rhyme or line could quite convey
The gratitude I feel today.

For few words could ever describe you
Or all the things you help me through
Yet if one truth remains to say-
I'm grateful that you came my way

(I tried to spell everything corret because I have shaky hands so it took a very long time i know some people dont understand that but thats ok I hope you guys like it let me know what you think love everyone)

thats ok by me i love my life these photos are a year old to but good for.you tho kiwi

u got like 2 staff replying to u whats the point of even posting you got banned for a reason am i wrong? you said ur sorry but wont say what for so your not sorry make it make sense tell me why but like idk 5 ppl upvoted by comment too say what you did if your srry?

Bringlton, Ditch.la patch has good. clothes, instgram brands should have good ones just check before you bye

Better to say something then to say nothing and live with the regret

Heyyy everyone i hope you all are well iv been up to somethings for a little bit now helping school set up for homecoming and helping my soccer team for the senior night game (im a sophomore) Im in varitsy right now I have had coaches want to me to play kicker for there football team i have said no to them because I want to continue playing soccer. Im getting noticed for my writing abilitys storys, poems, and creative writing by my school and other colleges or websites for my writing im so glad for it that i started writing a year ago. but im doing great in life my social life is great and im going to be honest there is a girl i have known for a year but never looked at her like THAT. soooo honestly i like her a lot.. but i hope this finds you well lmk what i should do about

Warning this may be a sensitive topic I talk about dr*gs, abuse, attempts at self harm, SA, and other things that may be disturbing to people this is a post purely for me to voice my thoughts and talk freely if you have any questions please ask me dont be scared I wont get mad.

Spoiler

Also a reminder for everyone never let someone bring you down you and your day just because they have a different opinion love yourself you matter

im usually only gona be on here on Saturdays and Sundays because of everything going on in my life when since it rained today I unfortunately wasn't able to go to the soccer pitch however, I was able to get a workout in today inside my house. As for what has been going on in my life I wont say much but soccer has been amazing I made the team I get my jersey and im hoping to get number 13 as for why I picked 13 knowing that people think its unlucky I however like the number because no one gives it a chance in life. I have 2 games coming up for me one I have on Wednesday and another one Friday. Cooking is going well for me and im taking a break of kickboxing my friends expressed there concerns as it will be hard to balance both sports and the injurys I get while doing the sport. Wish me luck!! love you all!! (Also did i miss anything?)

bye bye @itscookiebear ,@chicken @Rorschach , @4R14 @KiwiFarmsArkavel (I know you'll miss me mud) @FlavPlaz45129 sorry im @'ing so many people Anyway love you all

Welp due to kickboxing,soccer,cooking, my social life, and just overall everything its gona be awhile i dont know when but DNS would just get in the way of my life im not saying I dont like the people here most of you guys are cool despite if you think poorly of me. Soccer is going to be a lot more practices every day but Saturday and Sunday even though thoses 2 days are free from soccer I still need to practice I have academys looking at me which is still so crazy to me. Im having the best of time of my life right now and honestly I feel great and I look great despite it only being less then a week its crazy how much cutting socials can impact your life I genuinely love my life yall I love everybody honestly I would recommend cutting off too but its your choice not mine I feel good look good I am good love you yall see you in the next few months PEACE LOVE YOU ALL!!

you guys are 2 kind ill post 1 more poem before i leave after today

The best book I hav ever read was called " A solitary blue" this book is about a boy with his dad after his mom broke up with his dad the dad never talks and becomes quite the boy is later visted by his mother who want something but he does not know she gets close with himto get it if i keep going it will spoil it i highly recommend this.book

no pain no gain i guess

goofy by axe man and hachet

this poem was unfinished for a long time

@xenth thank you.i'll probably post more tmrw